god I realize how scary this picture looks of me. ugh. need to get a picture from the last year...will develop some tomorrow. hopefully something good will come from it. scary as bloody hell...
let's see what happened today:
found out that girlfriend now has an I.V. going into her heart to feed her because her intestines have failed. all of this from a ruptured appendix. in one week, she will have been in the hospital for a month.
school: eh.
work: again, eh. beat the shit out of some cardboard boxes in my built up urge to release my frustration/stress/depression and all other emotions that are currently bogging me down.
art: can't make music. can't write. nothing cool to draw. this is one big ass mental block. fuck i hope this ends. to make music again would be great.
cds listened to today:
Depeche Mode - live in San Fran 94
Radiohead - Amnesiac
that's all folks...
let's see what happened today:
found out that girlfriend now has an I.V. going into her heart to feed her because her intestines have failed. all of this from a ruptured appendix. in one week, she will have been in the hospital for a month.
school: eh.
work: again, eh. beat the shit out of some cardboard boxes in my built up urge to release my frustration/stress/depression and all other emotions that are currently bogging me down.
art: can't make music. can't write. nothing cool to draw. this is one big ass mental block. fuck i hope this ends. to make music again would be great.
cds listened to today:
Depeche Mode - live in San Fran 94
Radiohead - Amnesiac
that's all folks...
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Go to Barne's and Noble bookstore (or the Cali. equivilent), get coffee and read. Don't leave. Most of all, watch the people wandering around not noticing you. After a few hours things start to come into perspective. Also, listen to Neutral Milk Hotel's "Aeroplane Over the Sea." It's a good album.