newpain

I've had a tumultuous few weeks...
-I had a surprise visit to Fargo, which was fun and disappointing all at the same time.
-I feel oddly at ease with my life at the moment, which is strange. I guess I'm not necessarily super happy, but content is a nice change.
-I need to get laid, haha. I'll come out and say it!
-I'm getting into as much of a rythm as working on the railroad will allow, that being said I thoroughly enjoy being home without having to worry about my damn work phone ringing. I've concluded I'm turning it off for a few hours this weekend.
-I feel like I'm more of an intellectual then I ever thought before. I find it FAR easier to express myself through written word then spoken. I've found myself falling over words lately, I feel almost lethargic when I start to speak... its strange and frightening. I hope I'm not stroking out or something...
-On that note, I find myself thinking more and more. A rash of good music has helped along with several long airplane rides. I wrote down my random thoughts (err... typed down?). Maybe I'll post if I feel like it...
-I interviewed for a job in Minneapolis, its been 2 weeks and I still haven't heard anything. Its a big pay raise and a free move to Minneapolis so it'd be nice... but enjoying a Texas "winter" would rock.
-Yes, I had to look up how to spell tumultuous.

Like always I fall in love everytime I open up SG, I need to find me one of these girlfriend things. I heard they can be fun.... : /