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Friday Aug 19, 2005

Aug 19, 2005
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So right now I feel like I have so much to say and at the same time I don't, but here goes.
A couple of days ago I had a small panic attack and I ended up calling my closest friend that lives in Buffalo. And we were both trying to figure out the root of my sadness, of why I've been so unhappy lately. Where my new found OCD has appeared. And it stems from me feeling that I left home to early and when I mean home I mean Brooklyn. That I came here for the wrong reasons, and that I need to go back home if not just for a little while. The need to smell home, the need to be surrounded by people who understand me. There is such a thing as a NY state of mind. So I need to plan a trip sometime in October since September is shot to hell.
Last Friday I got to see my friends band play, cheap plug, The Doomriders. Lost my hearing again, but good to get some aggression out. Also last Saturday went to a little meet an greet with some SG folk, got to talk to sid, boundcreature, bcguitar, aegiswings, jebustheimpaler, who has a fasination with poo tasting playdough, and kwizzle who is really hot, she didn't say too much to me but a man can dream can't he. lesson learned that night: tequila = bad...
Today me and co-workers are leaving work early to go see 40-year old virgin. Tonight I'm going to see Gogol Bordello and Throw Rag @ the Paradise. If you like gypsy punk then you need to get your asses down there. And at some point this weekend I need to put the final touches on my house to get Lexie all settled for next week. So free time for me is few and far between which is good, because come this winter, just like every winter I tend to hibernate and not leave the house unless I need to. Hispanic skin and blistering cold just doesn't mix.

Random Newkirk Fact: My only reason for living now is for December 15th, the new Kingdom Hearts game comes out, which means a new tattoo.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
lexie:
double posting is stupid.

[Edited on Aug 21, 2005 12:44PM]
Aug 21, 2005
jebustheimpaler:
I miss NY too.

If I take a trip down there, I'll make sure you get a notice from me in case you want to get a free ride.
Aug 21, 2005

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