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Tuesday Jul 26, 2005

Jul 26, 2005
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This past weekend I was going over stuff in my head, and something that popped up was a crush I had on a girl back in junior high. This girl was perfect in every way. She was smart, pretty, long blonde hair, and she knew who I was. Her name was Danielle and I melted everytime she'd walk by me. And one time I got to walk her home, she didn't live to far from school. But never did I have the balls to ask her out, she was untouchable. I remember taking the long way to walk home every day just so I could walk by her house. I think about now and it's pretty funny, but not much has changed since then. I still wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm still shy, and my heart still gets broken, but who's doesn't.

The one thing I don't like about living in the city is the lack of stars. I was always a big geek about astronomy. So where ever I lived I loved going to the roof and watch the stars. But when you live in the city you never get a comprehension of how many stars there are.

And finally I'd like to thank an old high school friend that made me feel better by telling me that I'm heading in the right direction. I really needed that. So thanks Juan.

Random Jorge fact: I'm obsessed with the Brooklyn Bridge. Every time I see it in a movie or picture or whatever I have to point it out and say "that's the Brooklyn Bridge", and yes I know I'm a dork.
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Sometimes I think I really missed out by not having the traditional school experience. No junior high school crushes for me. Well sometimes on a tutor, but, I am guessing that is not the same.

My parents will always try to control my life. it is just the way things are. Pretty much the same for all my friends. There seem to be only 3 ways of handling it. You can walk away from the family, that way is hard, some of them have never had to do much on their own, and not having the family's resources is like a bird being kicked out of the nest. It is fly or die. Or you can let them control your life and just make the best of it. Most of my friends follow that route and seem pretty happy. Or make them need you more than you need them. I have worked hard to put myself in a position where my father thinks of me as indispensible. Even if he would never admit it. They still try to control my life, but if I really need to I have a hammer to fight back with.

It is nice whem someone says you are headed in the right direction isn't it?
Jul 28, 2005
merrow:
Ah, junior high and high school crushes. I still see mine occasionally and I immediately turn back into a flustered 13 year old with the inability to form coherent sentences.
Aug 3, 2005

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