So where do I begin?
I recently became single again after a 4 year relationship which also involved a 1 1/2 year engagement. I have never been through such a painful and depressing situation in my life. To think you know someone so completely and give them all you have to offer and be so happy and in love... and have it thrown away.
Sleepless nights, loss of appetite, and constantly feeling ill. Anger and sadness and confusion. Depression on a whole new level.
I will get better. I am healing. I am going to come out of this a stronger person. I will love again.
Until then, thanks to my good friend, alcohol. Thanks to my friends for trying to get me out of the house. Thanks to the bay area for offering me metal shows to take my pent up feelings out at. Thanks for SG still being here to give me a soapbox to be honest on.
Until next time...