...SANTAS COMIN... 
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ryan:
i've got a tickle in my finger and it's gonna get YOU!
andromeda:
Santa has come 
The last few days have been nice having Ryan here. I wish we were able to visit each other more often. Monday we did some shopping and I spent way too much money. DAMN those financial institutions for letting me keep opening new credit accounts!! (I should be saying DAMN myself for continuing to open such accounts.....but its more fun to blame them 
) Shopping...
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ryan:
hey girl. i miss you. things and stuff. lets talk on the phone soon. you + me + cell phones of love = a riot night. yeah. much to say!!! fully.
love you.
love you.
bhnkpl:
My Kitty Cat Gargoyle. She had kidney failure so she had to go away. 
I'm not much of a holiday type person. Maybe its just coincidence but something bad always happens around the holidays for me.
I hope you have a nice holiday and Santa brings you lots of loot.
I'm not much of a holiday type person. Maybe its just coincidence but something bad always happens around the holidays for me.
I hope you have a nice holiday and Santa brings you lots of loot.
hello.
i am alive!
remember me?
i havent forgotten about y'all and i apologize for not keeping up with everyone. been busy. lame excuse, i know. we are all busy. but its the only excuse i have.....sorry!
well things are going surprisingly well these days. aside from the normal stress that never leaves me, i have been in pretty good spirits. i know the holiday...
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i am alive!
remember me?
i havent forgotten about y'all and i apologize for not keeping up with everyone. been busy. lame excuse, i know. we are all busy. but its the only excuse i have.....sorry!
well things are going surprisingly well these days. aside from the normal stress that never leaves me, i have been in pretty good spirits. i know the holiday...
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slc7675:
i did for about 15 minutes then changed it back. cant decide so i figured i would just leave it alone for now 
ryan:
best friends!
best friends!
holy crap, i need to update.
shit i just havent had the motivation to do much lately, i have been to exhausted...being at the hospital for 8 hours then going straight to my job, then kids and dinner and homework........
i am spending this weekend with Ryan so at least the weekend will be good.
next week will be my last grueling week and a...
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shit i just havent had the motivation to do much lately, i have been to exhausted...being at the hospital for 8 hours then going straight to my job, then kids and dinner and homework........
i am spending this weekend with Ryan so at least the weekend will be good.
next week will be my last grueling week and a...
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slc7675:
hello anybody home? 
ryan:
hi. my name is ryan and i lost my best friend newbluecheer somewhere right around here. if you see her could you please return her to me? i miss her very much.
there is a reward of pabst should she be returned fully intact and alive.
you know i'll be there next monday right?
there is a reward of pabst should she be returned fully intact and alive.
you know i'll be there next monday right?
whew! ok so i can continue with my career.
i passed my skills demonstrations and evaluations.....not as well as i would have liked though.
now to pass my procedures exam
next week this time, i will be in the OR with actual patients...not dummys. whoa, way excited yet horrified all the same!
i passed my skills demonstrations and evaluations.....not as well as i would have liked though.
now to pass my procedures exam
next week this time, i will be in the OR with actual patients...not dummys. whoa, way excited yet horrified all the same!
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ryan:
see you tomorrow.
and why can't you come out??!??!?
puh-leeeze?!?!?
and why can't you come out??!??!?
puh-leeeze?!?!?
The fate of my career lies within a single hour tomorrow.
Wish me luck.......
Today is the day
Wish me luck.......
Today is the day
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scagnetti:
Good GoD
Good Luck Blue!
[Edited on Nov 09, 2004 5:46PM]
Good Luck Blue!
[Edited on Nov 09, 2004 5:46PM]
progressive mood changes of the day
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ryan:
come on. vogue.
dude. how many times have we done that performance?? i think we will need to rock it in like... oh. three weeks!!! yay!
dude. how many times have we done that performance?? i think we will need to rock it in like... oh. three weeks!!! yay!
ryan:
i almost thought moving home would be a good idea today...
i fucking hate my house. hurry and move here so we can get a house together.
i fucking hate my house. hurry and move here so we can get a house together.
Hmmm.
I feel the need to update.
Problem: I dont have anything new to say.
My life is very mundane. My days are occupied with the same tasks and routines....go to school, go to work, be a mom, play chef, play housekeeper, play teacher, do my homework, attempt to sleep....
On that note, try to guess what Im going to do today????
Well....no school, no...
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I feel the need to update.
Problem: I dont have anything new to say.
My life is very mundane. My days are occupied with the same tasks and routines....go to school, go to work, be a mom, play chef, play housekeeper, play teacher, do my homework, attempt to sleep....
On that note, try to guess what Im going to do today????
Well....no school, no...
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ryan:
okay that only took me fcukin forever.
ryan:
i think i know... but i don't know if we are safe to talk about it here... i don't know if those ppl read my journal here or not... you should email me. yes.
Home sweet home.
As happy as I am to be out of my car (and the fucking rain/snow storm I encountered on my way) I am really sad to have had to leave my best friend and a wonderful city
Back to reality and all the headaches that I left behind for a couple of days....
Here sits a pile of clothes that needs to...
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As happy as I am to be out of my car (and the fucking rain/snow storm I encountered on my way) I am really sad to have had to leave my best friend and a wonderful city
Back to reality and all the headaches that I left behind for a couple of days....
Here sits a pile of clothes that needs to...
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hansel:
You go on ahead and come back whenever you can get away from those clothes and that homework.
ryan:
hey if you come back i think thats great. i'm about ready to give up on my dreams of grad school tho.... fuck!! i'm so upset still. 
Who rock the house?
Newbluecheer and Ryan rock the house!
And when Newbluecheer and Ryan rock the house,
They rock it all the way down!!
Yea, best friend action tomorrow!
Word yo, leaving tomorrow for Portland to see my bestest friend Ryan and her Lily-dog, for a long overdue and much needed visit. You know you are all jealous!
I am so excited I can...
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Newbluecheer and Ryan rock the house!
And when Newbluecheer and Ryan rock the house,
They rock it all the way down!!
Yea, best friend action tomorrow!
Word yo, leaving tomorrow for Portland to see my bestest friend Ryan and her Lily-dog, for a long overdue and much needed visit. You know you are all jealous!
I am so excited I can...
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ryan:
i miss you already. come back.
jpguinness:
Hey. I just got home. It was cool to meet and hang out with ya! I had fun!