newbluecheer

I dont really understand things in my life and not much is making sense these days. I dont feel like talking to the people I usually talk to and dont feel like doing the things I normally do. I believe that I am less happy than I tell others but less sad than I tell myself. I long for outrageous things that I will never have or that will never happen. I am always strong for those who need me but struggle to be strong for myself. I study less and less every day. I graduate in 3 months and Im not even excited. Whatever.


Ok, so Im not whining.....just ranting