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surreal

biggrin biggrin

frown frown frown frown frown frown



progressive mood changes of the day
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ryan:
come on. vogue.

dude. how many times have we done that performance?? i think we will need to rock it in like... oh. three weeks!!! yay!
ryan:
i almost thought moving home would be a good idea today...
i fucking hate my house. hurry and move here so we can get a house together.
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Hmmm.
I feel the need to update.

Problem: I dont have anything new to say.

My life is very mundane. My days are occupied with the same tasks and routines....go to school, go to work, be a mom, play chef, play housekeeper, play teacher, do my homework, attempt to sleep....
On that note, try to guess what Im going to do today????
Well....no school, no...
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ryan:
okay that only took me fcukin forever.
ryan:
i think i know... but i don't know if we are safe to talk about it here... i don't know if those ppl read my journal here or not... you should email me. yes.
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Home sweet home.

As happy as I am to be out of my car (and the fucking rain/snow storm I encountered on my way) I am really sad to have had to leave my best friend and a wonderful city frown

Back to reality and all the headaches that I left behind for a couple of days....
Here sits a pile of clothes that needs to...
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hansel:
You go on ahead and come back whenever you can get away from those clothes and that homework.
ryan:
hey if you come back i think thats great. i'm about ready to give up on my dreams of grad school tho.... fuck!! i'm so upset still. mad
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Who rock the house?
Newbluecheer and Ryan rock the house!
And when Newbluecheer and Ryan rock the house,
They rock it all the way down!!

Yea, best friend action tomorrow!

Word yo, leaving tomorrow for Portland to see my bestest friend Ryan and her Lily-dog, for a long overdue and much needed visit. You know you are all jealous!

I am so excited I can...
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ryan:
i miss you already. come back.
jpguinness:
Hey. I just got home. It was cool to meet and hang out with ya! I had fun!

ARRR!!!
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I love the morning time!! When the sun is shining but cool night air is still lingering. Everything is still and quiet and you can just feel the freshness of the new day. I sit on my patio drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes by myself and take it all in. I wish I could sit there and enjoy the rest of the morning before the...
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ryan:
i love you!
ryan:
yay tomorrow!!!
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Back to school, back to school
To prove to dad that I'm not a fool.
I got my lunch paked up, my boots tied tight...I hope I don't get in a fight.
Oh, back to school, back to school.


I am so happy to be back in school!! I know that might sound weird to some but as much fun as I have had this...
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slc7675:
i made it back to wally world in one piece. sorry we werent able to meet up one of the guys was whining he needed to get home.
next month i might be back to bring some photos to caleb for my next piece. if i do hopefully we can meet up and kick it with a few brews.
ryan:
girl. i know you still love me. i can see it all over your face.

so what's up????

whatcha gonna do about it? girl whatcha gonna do?
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off to work.

buh-bye.


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ryan:
i still love you tho.
slc7675:
looks like ill be in town friday around 1:00 or so.
ill use that little contact button thingy under your photo and shoot you my cell # then we can hook up for a few cold ones.
EL SUICIDO LOCO EL SUICIDO LOCO
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I am such a procrastinator! I have had the entire summer to do a project for school. School starts in one week and I have not even started it! Arrrgggghh! It really isn't that hard of an assignment but I want to tackle this more creatively than the groups before. This presents two problems: 1) I am the most uncreative person on the planet and...
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ryan:
go in your pics. click on the little pic to make it big. then right click. go to properties. the url, hi-lite it. then right click the hi-lited url. go to said journal. go to image. a box will appear. right click in the addy bar and hit copy. then enter. then it will magically appear!! try it.
slc7675:
o.k. ryan set my ass straight the place is ricks ring side pub. im not sure what time our appoinments are. ill let you know.
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My baby started school today!! *tear*

I am so excited but cannot believe it. The reality of what little time we really have has set in and I am making a commitment to myself and my girl to not waste any more or let it pass me by.



*sigh* and i still need a man....

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ryan:
dippy dippy do in the new blue cheer. then you rinse it out till it all comes clear. pass it under the nose. smells like a rose. now do you have something really really really dirty???

surreal

i was gonna try to rock up there mid october but i don't think it will happen... keep yer fingers crossed. ryan needs to see caleb like woah.
slc7675:
my oldest is in 2 grade this year.
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i need a man.


i am sick of boys.
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ryan:
i'll call you tonite after 9.

kiss
i love you, peck.
minibeanie:
You can have my man....he is free to pursue other avenues.......he aint bad, just not the right person for me.....so I offer you his services..... biggrin
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minibeanie:
Thanks....things are still a little weird, but at least we have talked and are trying to figure out what to do.....we have invested many years into this and it feels weird to think that it might end.....but, I guess it doesnt help that I heart someonelse.....Maybe now that Im on a higher dose of happy pills, I might work my way through this.... kiss
bhnkpl:
Hehehe

I knew you would like that site.

Whenever you are bored I will break out one of my funny or strange links for you.
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holy shit, i am tired!

i am always tired lately. i swear i sleep enough, i dont know what my problem is.

tomorrow myself and 7 co-workers get to take 45 children to the local themepark. as excited as i am to go "play" all day, i think i am getting too old for this shit. i can never seem to fully enjoy myself on...
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ryan:
um yhea
what's up.
it's like the same time almost i commented last nite.
haha.haha.
someone we know is getting married this weekend.
you and him hooked up one time.
in a car.
!!!!! shocked !!!!!!!!!!!!

all i gotta say right now is "YYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SOCIAL!!!"
ryan:
hahaha!! yes crutches!!! do you remember? he's good friends with my ex and my best friend...

have you seen you know who and you know who else yet?