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so i hadnt smoked for like 2 weeks. maybe 3.
and i hadnt gotten trashed since hershey (.... so for a week)
and i got amazingly shitfaced last night
stayed up till 6
went to breakfast at "t-pauls" or "the village spa"
and got pancakes
and then convinced myself it was alright to go home by then and not look too suspicious.
now, an hour and 45 later
i have to go to church
that little bit or sleep
just made it aproxamately a billion times worse.
and i didnt even let skeezeball bill take advantage of me tonight
i mean i hate not cuddling with anyone
but sometimes its good not to.
so its time for church
and then a god damn LONG nap.
i fucking hate church.
especially when im still messed up. or hung over. or somewhere in betweeen/
<3333nevabelle
m
g
so i hadnt smoked for like 2 weeks. maybe 3.
and i hadnt gotten trashed since hershey (.... so for a week)
and i got amazingly shitfaced last night
stayed up till 6
went to breakfast at "t-pauls" or "the village spa"
and got pancakes
and then convinced myself it was alright to go home by then and not look too suspicious.
now, an hour and 45 later
i have to go to church
that little bit or sleep
just made it aproxamately a billion times worse.
and i didnt even let skeezeball bill take advantage of me tonight
i mean i hate not cuddling with anyone
but sometimes its good not to.
so its time for church
and then a god damn LONG nap.
i fucking hate church.
especially when im still messed up. or hung over. or somewhere in betweeen/
<3333nevabelle
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I've always been the "good son" and appreciative of my parents and all they've done for me. If they paid for my college, I'd do whatever the hell they tell me; otherwise mine told me to grow up and get out as soon as graduated high school. Mama didn't raise no fool and daddy didn't raise no pussy.