nevabelle

i think im kinda falling for the secret admirer

as much as i pretend im not
at the deepest level im still just a stupid girl
and very subject to a charming boy.


he asked me out to "coffee or something equally vague" on tuesday
and i think thats the cutest thing ever

but this just creates more problems, all the people im kinda talking to
are gunna be pissed
if i started dating this kid
and lfkbjlsekhfslefal

i dont like making decisions
especially ones that involve other people
and double especially other people who are easily crushed.


je ne sais pas.