i feel guilty for waking up my roommate whenever i come home messed up
because i end up going back out sometimes
on a semi related note
last night i got pretty belligerent
and gave this kid, who is a decent friend of mine, head
because he said i was as seductive as a sin city character
and thats his favorite movie
so i had to prove him right
and was going to just show off my ability to be super fucking hot
but be a tease
but then i was drunk and felt guilty and bitchy for teasing the shit out of a friend because i get off on feeling hot
so i gave him head.
i just hope he doesnt try and make something out of a stupid hookup
because i have not a lot of interest in him other than hes cool to hang out with sometimes
being a girl is so much more complicated than you can imagine
so many fucking games you have to play
theres no way out of them
or else you become someone elses social pawn
in other news
ive been smoking a lot of cigarettes
and drinking lots of rockstar
because i AM a rockstar
when i have classes during the week
i get up reasonably
take a shower
do my hair
do my makeup
do some reading
put on my (fake) furry coat
lace up my awesome boots
put on my obnoxious sunglasses
grab my ipod
blast some jimi hendrix
and i have the confidence of a rockstar
ive never had so many random people tell me how much they like my hair or say how good i look.
i really like it.
i like being the center of attention
i like feeling hot
which is probably why i like sg
update on that boy that i like a lot
(the one who kissed me last thursday in the most innocent way, and isnt just trying to get in my pants)
me (3:41:35 AM): after do you wanna hang out?
him (3:41:39 AM): IM me <3 <3
me (3:41:58 AM): ok :-)
me (3:42:04 AM): ill be back in hopefully like 20
me (3:42:12 AM): i dont want to hang out with a drunk bf and gf
him (3:42:13 AM):
him (3:42:25 AM): well im drunk and im lonely
me (3:42:33 AM): well im stoned and cuddly
him (3:42:37 AM): yay
me (3:42:40 AM): so it will work out well
him (3:42:45 AM): hahaha
unfortunately now
hes passed out drunk
and im alone again
and i didnt get to see him
as a bonus
im going to tell you all
the discography of the best mix ive ever made
its so great
its called
"The Definitive Collection - Two Disc Special Box Set"
The songs i love, the classics and staples, the happy, the sad, the fast the slow. These songs, in some way, represent different parts of my life, different places, different times. Maybe if you're lucky, you'll learn just a bit about me, a bit that could never be told or explained, only understood through music.
disc 1
1. ambulance ltd - anecdote
2. copeland - coffee
3. phish - prince caspian
4. dave matthews band - lie in our graves (live at the gorge)
5. bright eyes - arc of time
6. the allman brothers - blue sky
7. the jimi hendrix experience - voodoo child (slight return)
8. modest mouse - the good times are killing me
9. yes - long distance run around
10. the album leaf - eastern glow
11. led zeppelin - tangerine
12. dave matthews and tim reynolds - christmas song
13. coldplay - dont panic
14. deathcab for cutie - what sarah said
15. sparta - guns of memorial park
16. cake - i will survive
17. ben kweller - how it should be (sha sha)
disc two
1. tegan and sara - i know i know i know
2. imogen heap - headlock
3. sublime - april 29, 1992
4. thrice - cold cash and colder hearts
5. the cadence - long way home
6. further seems forever - snowbirds and townies
7. phish - ghost
8. the who - sparks
9. deathcab for cutie - title and registration
10. john mayer - sucker
11. weezer - say it aint so
12. the unicorns - inoculate the innocuous
13. sparta - collapse
14. beck - deadweight
15. daft punk - around the world
16. john mayer trio - come when i call
17. lynyrd skynyrd - black betty
18. madonna - hung up
feel free to post similar mixes, i like to judge people by their music
goodmorning
(its only 530...)
<3alfie
because i end up going back out sometimes
on a semi related note
last night i got pretty belligerent
and gave this kid, who is a decent friend of mine, head
because he said i was as seductive as a sin city character
and thats his favorite movie
so i had to prove him right
and was going to just show off my ability to be super fucking hot
but be a tease
but then i was drunk and felt guilty and bitchy for teasing the shit out of a friend because i get off on feeling hot
so i gave him head.
i just hope he doesnt try and make something out of a stupid hookup
because i have not a lot of interest in him other than hes cool to hang out with sometimes
being a girl is so much more complicated than you can imagine
so many fucking games you have to play
theres no way out of them
or else you become someone elses social pawn
in other news
ive been smoking a lot of cigarettes
and drinking lots of rockstar
because i AM a rockstar
when i have classes during the week
i get up reasonably
take a shower
do my hair
do my makeup
do some reading
put on my (fake) furry coat
lace up my awesome boots
put on my obnoxious sunglasses
grab my ipod
blast some jimi hendrix
and i have the confidence of a rockstar
ive never had so many random people tell me how much they like my hair or say how good i look.
i really like it.
i like being the center of attention
i like feeling hot
which is probably why i like sg
update on that boy that i like a lot
(the one who kissed me last thursday in the most innocent way, and isnt just trying to get in my pants)
me (3:41:35 AM): after do you wanna hang out?
him (3:41:39 AM): IM me <3 <3
me (3:41:58 AM): ok :-)
me (3:42:04 AM): ill be back in hopefully like 20
me (3:42:12 AM): i dont want to hang out with a drunk bf and gf
him (3:42:13 AM):
him (3:42:25 AM): well im drunk and im lonely
me (3:42:33 AM): well im stoned and cuddly
him (3:42:37 AM): yay
me (3:42:40 AM): so it will work out well
him (3:42:45 AM): hahaha
unfortunately now
hes passed out drunk
and im alone again
and i didnt get to see him
as a bonus
im going to tell you all
the discography of the best mix ive ever made
its so great
its called
"The Definitive Collection - Two Disc Special Box Set"
The songs i love, the classics and staples, the happy, the sad, the fast the slow. These songs, in some way, represent different parts of my life, different places, different times. Maybe if you're lucky, you'll learn just a bit about me, a bit that could never be told or explained, only understood through music.
disc 1
1. ambulance ltd - anecdote
2. copeland - coffee
3. phish - prince caspian
4. dave matthews band - lie in our graves (live at the gorge)
5. bright eyes - arc of time
6. the allman brothers - blue sky
7. the jimi hendrix experience - voodoo child (slight return)
8. modest mouse - the good times are killing me
9. yes - long distance run around
10. the album leaf - eastern glow
11. led zeppelin - tangerine
12. dave matthews and tim reynolds - christmas song
13. coldplay - dont panic
14. deathcab for cutie - what sarah said
15. sparta - guns of memorial park
16. cake - i will survive
17. ben kweller - how it should be (sha sha)
disc two
1. tegan and sara - i know i know i know
2. imogen heap - headlock
3. sublime - april 29, 1992
4. thrice - cold cash and colder hearts
5. the cadence - long way home
6. further seems forever - snowbirds and townies
7. phish - ghost
8. the who - sparks
9. deathcab for cutie - title and registration
10. john mayer - sucker
11. weezer - say it aint so
12. the unicorns - inoculate the innocuous
13. sparta - collapse
14. beck - deadweight
15. daft punk - around the world
16. john mayer trio - come when i call
17. lynyrd skynyrd - black betty
18. madonna - hung up
feel free to post similar mixes, i like to judge people by their music
goodmorning
(its only 530...)
<3alfie
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and i'm in love with your hair.
hehe