nevaar

theres so much snow. and by that i mean the kind that comes from the sky and the kind that comes from my drug dealer known thru out the land as THE DERNMASTER. tweekin' all weekend

Disappear here.

if you havent read Less than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis lately then read it again. if you have never read it then fuck off. go read a grisham novel you ignorant, sub-human, yokel.

ive just been walking around lately examining people. i mean really looking hard at them. i imagine their genetic composure. im superior to most. i mean the true measure...
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please leave me a message, i feel like the biggest geek on SG

i was right, new years sucked

new years sucks. all of last year sucked.
all of this year will suck. so tonight is a celebration of mediocrity and depression.

i have the super flu.
deaths kind smile would be a welcomed vision.

i remember. before i got sick.
i was drunk on christmas eve. i drank too much whiskey.
christmas morning i woke up, not to presents and family and food, but to throwing up jim beam. how emo.

and now im sick. how typical. whatever.

almost 2 days without a cigarette. i never thought it would come to this: me, of all people, being ADDICTED to something. i have breif flirtations or perhaps sometimes even healthy obsessions with possibly addictive substances and behaviours. but im not a weak person. i dont lose control to such forces. but now this? i need a fucking cigarette so bad. ive got this nicotrol...
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im an insomniac.
sometimes i do sleep tho. i cant tell the difference between waking reality, dreams and info-mercials. lifes so much easier when its all just a blur. no details to get hung up about. tomorrow im gonna quit smoking. my doctor thinks it will help.

today is the first day of the rest of your life.

ive heard that before. imagined it on a souless inspirational poster on the wall of a highschool. maybe on the wall of the basement where your AA meets. whatever. this professor, hippie scumbag, says that to me today. he thinks i should take control of my life. at least thats what he was getting...
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im trying to make friends so people read this.......all my real life friends killed themselves.

if you havent listened to the new cursive album yet then maybe you should kill yourself too.