nevaar

tongiht i got bored. so i made myself vomit. youd be surprised how easy it is. i came up with this idea cause i made some frozen chicken tenders. you know, those things are usually fully cooked just frozen. after putting half of them on a delicious sandwich and eating them super fast i realized they were only half cooked. raw chicken is bad enough...
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i would like to thank vectrexxx for reading my bullshit and jack daniels for making the finest whiskey in the world. and i say fully considering all bourbons and scotchs as well. you can take your jamesons and shove it up your ass.

today i feel better. maybe if one girl i love would fuck me on the regular then i wouldnt pick up dick-a-nite strippers and fuck them then feel guilty about making them feel like shit(see entry from the 15th). i live an awful awful life. mind fucking people is really all i have going for me.

the best part about being a self diagnosed bi-polar is the radomness. maybe tonight ill cut my own throat.
but then, i wouldnt get to see how i feel tomorrow. maybe ill be super manic clean my room and cry about how 'theres just not enough time'
then again maybe ill just be super depressed again. its alot eaiser when you honestly feel like you...
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i fucked a striper last night. when i finished i said "youre welcome, you slamhole cunt." i dont know why. it felt right. she cried. "guys only see me as a sexual object" she said. i agreed and told her to leave because i was goin out and i didnt trust her in my room. it was cold in the house so i put on...
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why talk to me?
im suck ass.
all i do is get fucked up adn complain.
im too cool for SG

sing a long, long winded song
i would be content to hum along.

im blowin off classes today and feeding expensive tropical fish to my pirahnas. i love watching things die.

so i met my best friend the first day of highschool. blue eyes blonde hair. any mans idea of beauty. i feel for her instantly. we were friends all thru high school and senior year we got drunk one night, fucked, and went out for about 2 yrs. it was the end of my freshman year of college at west virginia university. we broke up....
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im feeling better. my hang over is fading back into my generally shity disposition. i went with my friend to street race in philly. not really my scene but it was interesting, none the less. i got my wisdom teeth out on friday. so i whiskey'd up my percocets and thats prolly why i feel so shitty today. on the way to the doctors office...
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im so fucking sick.