nevaar

im back.
with a new name.


i took a while off cause i have no friends on here and the real world matters more. at least to me. right now. but then i got depressed. did a bunch of drugs and drank a bunch of whiskey. woke up in a jail cell and realized ive wasted my life so far. what could be better?

nothing.

i realized two things:

1. my parents are rich. im not trying to sound like a dick but they are and ive never taken advantage of it until now. thank you mom and dad for letting me use the lawyer and paying for my college.

2. my body can handle anything. drugs. car accidents. anything.

in conclusion id like to say fuck off america. this country sucks. i look foward to the plague.





i have insomnia. like people say they have it and stuff but i really do like i have to go to the doctors and shit and take sleep tests.
i mean this little update here is happening at 730am. i have work at 3pm. whatever. i cant wait to be at school. i feel drunk. all of the time. but not really in a good way. i just think im gonna vomit alot and ive lost my wit and keen sense of the world. im in a daze.

its probably all downhill from here.