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sometimes i seem to neglect things i love. i forget the joy they bring in to my life. anything that lifts the weight of bordom and breaks thru the malaise of my everyday life should be quickly embraced and held on to. this isnt so however. i love the get up kids. i didnt even know they had a new album in the works till...
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back to college.....
mediocre jokes, video games, and getting drunk, not to party and be crazy, but to feel more comfortable around those whose goal is as above mentioned.

everything hurts. i rejoice in my self loathing. maybe ill get something peirced. that will make me feel better.

(on a side note, i do these entries alot and the only 2 people to ever respond...
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opahl:
I'll comment more now that my computer is healed. biggrin

Getting things pierced always makes me feel better too. Too bad I'm poor.
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theres so much snow. and by that i mean the kind that comes from the sky and the kind that comes from my drug dealer known thru out the land as THE DERNMASTER. eeek tweekin' all weekend
flux:
that's because i'm really a guy.
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Disappear here.

if you havent read Less than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis lately then read it again. if you have never read it then fuck off. go read a grisham novel you ignorant, sub-human, yokel.

ive just been walking around lately examining people. i mean really looking hard at them. i imagine their genetic composure. im superior to most. i mean the true measure...
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please leave me a message, i feel like the biggest geek on SG frown
opahl:
No. I'm the biggest geek on SG. smile

Great taste in music! The best bands in the world are from Omaha. Too bad they never come home. I miss seeing them. frown

Later!

kiss
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new years sucks. all of last year sucked.
all of this year will suck. so tonight is a celebration of mediocrity and depression. puke
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i have the super flu.
deaths kind smile would be a welcomed vision.

i remember. before i got sick.
i was drunk on christmas eve. i drank too much whiskey.
christmas morning i woke up, not to presents and family and food, but to throwing up jim beam. how emo.

and now im sick. how typical. whatever. puke
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almost 2 days without a cigarette. i never thought it would come to this: me, of all people, being ADDICTED to something. i have breif flirtations or perhaps sometimes even healthy obsessions with possibly addictive substances and behaviours. but im not a weak person. i dont lose control to such forces. but now this? i need a fucking cigarette so bad. ive got this nicotrol...
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im an insomniac.
sometimes i do sleep tho. i cant tell the difference between waking reality, dreams and info-mercials. lifes so much easier when its all just a blur. no details to get hung up about. tomorrow im gonna quit smoking. my doctor thinks it will help.
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today is the first day of the rest of your life.

ive heard that before. imagined it on a souless inspirational poster on the wall of a highschool. maybe on the wall of the basement where your AA meets. whatever. this professor, hippie scumbag, says that to me today. he thinks i should take control of my life. at least thats what he was getting...
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lil_tuffy:
I pity da fool!

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im trying to make friends so people read this.......all my real life friends killed themselves. skull

if you havent listened to the new cursive album yet then maybe you should kill yourself too.