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neurotictim

Charlotte, NC

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Sunday Nov 06, 2005

Nov 6, 2005
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I was just going to leave this at one simple quote, but I'm done cleaning house (except for some laundry and the dishes) and no one's online, or home, to talk to.

So I'm winding down for the weekend, and listening to a phenomenal album - A Perfect Circle's "Mer de Noms." It's mainstream, it's not cool, but it's amazing anyway. Funny how mainstream music can be good AND popular... Wouldn't think that possible.

At any rate, listening to it sends me off to a place where I'm alone with my thoughts. Currently they're headed in a Heather/Emily mindset.

The more I talk to this girl, the more I like her. Just to talk to, it's refreshing to see someone online who uses proper grammar and punctuation, and shares a (somewhat cynical) sense of humor with me. If Heather could be categorized as my "soul mate" (with good reason) I would categorize Emily as her match. They're so alike in some ways, and different in others, that I can't figure out how they haven't met (online, of course) before this. It's good to be able to talk to people. On a purely platonic side, I'm certainly looking forward to meeting her, and I sincerely hope her and Heather are truly as alike as they seem to be - in that while Heather has (literally, perhaps) millions of friends online, she needs more real people. I know she gets bored with no one to talk to or hang out with, no one to make plans to go and party with (aside from her co-workers, who often work a different schedule). It would be good to develop this realationship simply for that purpose, if for no other.

However, on the more erotic side, I'm really really ready to get these two naked and in my bed. My deepest hope is forever hidden away, but not far from that point exists the real desire to see Heather find more of her bisexual side and truly become (if it's possible) more interested in Emily from a sexual perspective. Emily certainly seems to be all about Heather, and my drive has literally jumped from the prospect. At least, I haven't heard any complaints yet. I'm merely waiting now for the "go" signal from both these girls.

Switching gears for a minute... I'm not sure if I'm depressed (at the moment) or just tired and bleh-ing. It's amazing how I find music that, rather than "cheering me up" or whatever, hits exactly the mood I'm in... And APC's "3 Libras" is hitting the mark pretty well on... morose, perhaps, is the word I'm looking for.

Oh, that quote? It's no wonder the world's funniest people are black - they come up with the funniest lines.

"Damn, see? He dun stole that boy's bike..."

"Look, der he go..."

neakylikeaninja:
Thanks for having her email me wink That was fun to come home to.

And, I went to Walmart. We're good for the next twelve days kiss


*edited because I'm dyslexic and a little tired*

[Edited on Nov 08, 2005 3:52AM]
Nov 7, 2005

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