Lately I've been touched by inspiration, but have lacked motivation. I seem to like the last-minute rush of things, but always feel so stressed; worried I'll mess something up. 
Eh, so, I feel that way in regards to work, at home....everywhere. I have felt the need to create, but haven't felt I've had the necessary tools.
I have a lot of memories that seem to...
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Eh, so, I feel that way in regards to work, at home....everywhere. I have felt the need to create, but haven't felt I've had the necessary tools.
I have a lot of memories that seem to...
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BOUNCING WOMAN
This is waaaay tooo much fun. Click her and drag her.
Or just watch her fall....
Unbelievable what will entertain you when you're online trying to get SOMETHING done.
distractions, distractions 
PS- Even though the above is indeed very true...I have gotten more done in the past two days than I have in the last two weeks. Yeah!
This is waaaay tooo much fun. Click her and drag her.
Or just watch her fall....
Unbelievable what will entertain you when you're online trying to get SOMETHING done.
distractions, distractions
PS- Even though the above is indeed very true...I have gotten more done in the past two days than I have in the last two weeks. Yeah!
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mat8drb:
Wow. Hours of fun with that 
I'm just trying to be a better cook.
I'm just trying to be a better cook.
dinah:
yeah, the trip was fun, refreshing and beautiful. haha, that link is hilarious. I could watch that all day!
When I woke up this morning I decided that today was going to be a good day.
A good day not because everything seemed bright and sunshiney, but a good day because I NEEDED a good day.
And I needed to get some shit done.
And getting shit done is a lot easier to do when your day is good.
This week is going to...
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A good day not because everything seemed bright and sunshiney, but a good day because I NEEDED a good day.
And I needed to get some shit done.
And getting shit done is a lot easier to do when your day is good.
This week is going to...
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rustgiraffe:
no joke! and i swear it's always one thing after another. you finally think it's ok to go out, then BAM..something needs your wallet damnit!
krys_____:
thank you for the love, sweets. I am much better now.
Today is a much better day than yesterday was.
And it was great to get all of that Emo stuff out of me.
Although I do believe that I am more confused today than I have been in a long time.
But that's a completely different story
Super tired today, and unable to think too clearly.
Need a nap.
19 days before the start of...
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And it was great to get all of that Emo stuff out of me.
Although I do believe that I am more confused today than I have been in a long time.
But that's a completely different story
Super tired today, and unable to think too clearly.
Need a nap.
19 days before the start of...
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x_doug_x:
yep, i sure can... and its probably a good thing cuz the original wasnt exactly up beat.
benci:
Thanks for the welcome! I was so excited to see that I'm your neighbor until I realized I used my work zip code... 
(I am actually in Holly right now...but not for long. I'm working my way south!)
Hope to meet you soon.
I was so excited to see that I'm your neighbor until I realized I used my work zip code... (I am actually in Holly right now...but not for long. I'm working my way south!)
Hope to meet you soon.
Today I cried.
I cried because of the horrible time I had last night.
I cried because I feel so alone
I cried because I don't think that I'm very attractive
I cried because of what I've done, and who I did them too
I cried because of what I have said, and who I said it to.
I cried because my crushes NEVER crush...
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I cried because of the horrible time I had last night.
I cried because I feel so alone
I cried because I don't think that I'm very attractive
I cried because of what I've done, and who I did them too
I cried because of what I have said, and who I said it to.
I cried because my crushes NEVER crush...
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aenigma:
it's scary how alike we are
mat8drb:
A ha. I didn't see the bad date thing. Grrrrrrr.
You went grey for a few seconds today, didn't you?
You went grey for a few seconds today, didn't you?
*EDITED JOURNAL UPDATE*
Last night I had a date from hell.
READ MY ANSWERS You fuckers asked these questions and I worked for an hour straight answering them...read them....get to know me....or something.
Last night I had a date from hell.
READ MY ANSWERS You fuckers asked these questions and I worked for an hour straight answering them...read them....get to know me....or something.
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bonezman:
Well take care of this soon... My day is just fucking crazy... 
Talk soon one way or another!
Talk soon one way or another!
x_doug_x:
sorry to hear that.
ANSWERS!!!
bonezman Do you ever combine your vices, and if so, does it tingle?
I've had a pepsi before and after sex....but never during. Hmmm....something new to try?
mat8drb Do you actually really regret any of your choices to date? Or given the chance, would you do it all the same again?
Hell yes!! I will be extremely attracted to someone and just have had...
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bonezman Do you ever combine your vices, and if so, does it tingle?
I've had a pepsi before and after sex....but never during. Hmmm....something new to try?
mat8drb Do you actually really regret any of your choices to date? Or given the chance, would you do it all the same again?
Hell yes!! I will be extremely attracted to someone and just have had...
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tawanise:
lets talk, lol
bonezman:
We're bound to hug forever... I prefer to be the last to let go... This could get dangerous!
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thora:
And getting big so fast! I wish they could stay that little forever, like Asian Leopard Cats, but one of the joys of a Jungle Cat is the size!
patient_zero:
I had so much fun yesterday!! You are a blast to hang out with, and so easy to talk to!! We definitely have to do this again!!
We so should have bumped him!! LOL
I had so much fun yesterday!! You are a blast to hang out with, and so easy to talk to!! We definitely have to do this again!!
We so should have bumped him!! LOL
Sometimes I feel like I do things just to torture myself. But why in the fuck do I do it?? Do I secretly enjoy it?
???!!!!????!!
I really don't understand ANYTHING at this point. Nothing. It almost even seems like the world is out to get and end my ass.
But no, it can't be quick and painless.....instead it's like this long drawn out process...
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???!!!!????!!
I really don't understand ANYTHING at this point. Nothing. It almost even seems like the world is out to get and end my ass.
But no, it can't be quick and painless.....instead it's like this long drawn out process...
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bonezman:
I hate to say this, but join the club. Even those who supposedly care the most for me shrug me off often enough. Best buds, my ass. Just lip service to soothe her own feelings.
I won't shrug you off, but you never call so I've never had a chance to prove it.. I hate it when people blow me off. So many of them do it without meaning anything by it, but it still can get under my skin when they know I needed to talk to them. So much for respect. That seems gone in today's society.
Hope you feel better soon. We still have a CD to swap when you get a chance.
I won't shrug you off, but you never call so I've never had a chance to prove it..
I hate it when people blow me off. So many of them do it without meaning anything by it, but it still can get under my skin when they know I needed to talk to them. So much for respect. That seems gone in today's society.
Hope you feel better soon. We still have a CD to swap when you get a chance.
tripleb_doom:
yeah i have been shrugged off by the world latly we shoudl protest or somthing
or better yet sue somebody
then theres $$$$$$$$$$$
or better yet sue somebody
then theres $$$$$$$$$$$
Today I'm feeling very "done in"...tired of all of the bullshit in my life...
What the fuck is it all for??
I'm sick of being pushed aside and being lied to. Believe me, I would much rather you hurt my feelings by telling me the truth than just feeding me lies to keep me pulling along.
Fuck lies.
..... I know that I don't do...
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What the fuck is it all for??
I'm sick of being pushed aside and being lied to. Believe me, I would much rather you hurt my feelings by telling me the truth than just feeding me lies to keep me pulling along.
Fuck lies.
..... I know that I don't do...
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misery:
yay food! i felt the exact same way after i got my lip pierced.
billyfivecrows:
hmmm...Well, I have heard Detroit is lovely in the fall...
Yeah, I am feeling better today. Much. Seems like everything I had pent up just came to a head. I got it out and *whew*
Seems like the blue-funk is epidemic this week. Everyone I've encountered just feels blah! But it seems to be waning now, so good.
"wish I had your way with words"...You seem to do pretty good. You say what you want and say it clearly. I get a pretty good sense of "you" when I read your entries. High energy, sharp intelligence and quick humor.
I've worked really hard to get where I am with my writing, so it makes me feel very, very good when someone appreciates it
hope your day is peace and ease
(the piercing looks great, by the way!)
r.
Yeah, I am feeling better today. Much. Seems like everything I had pent up just came to a head. I got it out and *whew*
Seems like the blue-funk is epidemic this week. Everyone I've encountered just feels blah! But it seems to be waning now, so good.
"wish I had your way with words"...You seem to do pretty good. You say what you want and say it clearly. I get a pretty good sense of "you" when I read your entries. High energy, sharp intelligence and quick humor.
I've worked really hard to get where I am with my writing, so it makes me feel very, very good when someone appreciates it
hope your day is peace and ease
(the piercing looks great, by the way!)
r.
And do you mind total random people asking you questions and requesting your friendship? Yes I love it very much it makes things interesting....and well I love people