neuroticanne's SuicideGirls Blog

There is no other moment in this lifetime that could compare to the moment so... raw... as the moment where you feel so completely and utterly alone.

When you realize that anything and everything you do... is just not good enough.

When words out of people's mouths are just empty.... meaningless....

...but I'm okay.

At least I can pretend to be.

Really, what others choices...
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krys_____:

indeed... I can't wait until Thursday.

Aug 22, 2005

rustgiraffe:

i'm sorry you are feeling this way. i went through something eerily similar when rowan was almost a year old. if you need to talk, please don't hesitate to contact me or email me. serioulsy.

Aug 22, 2005

"It's Been A While" (Staind)

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that...
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arden:

as long as you share then it's all good lol

Aug 21, 2005

loslope:

Aaron Lewis actually wrote the lyrics while on stage. Good song.

Aug 21, 2005

10 Worst Cunnilingus Mistakes

Making like a gynecologist

Sure, you're curious about what a pussy looks like up close. Go ahead and take a good look. But don't spread her labia open so wide that she feels like she's getting her annual pelvic exam at the gynecologist. Just use your fingertips to gently hold back her lips and slip your tongue in there.

The head...
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benci:

"It may be the first time anybody ever got off on Kafka."
Heh. I'm just gonna start saying that all the time...

Aug 19, 2005

benci:

Also, I may have to use this for my next thightat.

Aug 21, 2005

I have been writing poetry again.
Don't know how I feel about sharing it right now though

Something about having a troubled soul is that the words come out so much more freely... darkness brings words to me and gives me comfort in some strange way.

I used to paint on a smile on my face and try to pretend as though everything was okay...even...
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tawanise:

i will take you as you are, as my friend, as someone who if lost, that loss will affect me, granted we have never met and i don't really know you but still i care for every person and more so for those that speak to me, you are my friend like it or not

[Edited on Aug 19, 2005 7:47AM]

Aug 18, 2005

funkabella:

i am the same way, when darkeness creeps up the words pour out, and its like cathartic, its needed. so let them all out. itll do you so so so much good. i want you to know im here for you if you need me, call me vent, i dont care. ive been going through my own personal hell, and i feel for you. i regret some things yes, but id rather regret them then regret not doing them at all. because its made me who i am, even if i am fucked royally LOL i could have wrote that. i really could have, it soundsl ike me. take it or leave it, cuz i cant change for you not rite now ya know. lol. and the jealousy thing just popped upinto myworld. its a hard thing to deal with.
keep your chin up kiddo. itll all work itself outl.
lovesssssssssssssssssss to you
angie

Aug 18, 2005

Addicted to Netflix!

Ok, so we already know that I have an addictive personality. But addicted to watching dvd's?? Addicted to netflix..adding my selections to my movie queue with excitment and rating each and every single of my selections the minute I'm finished watching them...

well, maybe I'm not THAT addicted....but I am pretty darn close

The past two weeks I have watched:

Kill Bill...
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inannamute:

Glad I made you smile

Aug 17, 2005

micah:

You won the penis game! You get a super-awesome-Micah-Hump....

Aug 18, 2005

update.

will play catch up tonight:}

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hubble_____:

Fair enough...

I'm a patient person...

C'MON ALREADY!!!!

Aug 15, 2005

q1070:

...you done yet?

Aug 15, 2005

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dinah:

haha...those are fanfreakintastic, yessiree bob.

Aug 13, 2005

loslope:

You have red(ish) hair, and you've picked favorite's, all of whom have red(ish) hair. I thought that I'd point out the blatantly obvious. Happy Saturday.

Aug 13, 2005

I am simply updating so no one will keep wondering what happened.

No, I'm not going to say anything about it just yet...it's just....too unreal to discuss right now.

I'm just... ugh....

See, I can't even say how I feel about it. I just need some time.

I'm sorry. But trust me...me living it is way worse than you not knowing about it right now....
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hubble_____:

Patience... about the only virtue I possess...

In your own time.

In the meantime...