Watching the game tonight!!!
Now, I normally could give a shit less about fucking basketball, but I am (used to be anyways) a die hard Red Wings fan and totally bummed out over this seasons lil' "fiasco"...so since the Pistons are actually worth watching this year(and kicked ass last year), I took a few peeks at some of the games this season...whatever.
Don't ever ask me to watch football though. I will kill you at the mere mention of it.
Life is kinda sucking for me right now, and by kinda I mean MAJORLY SUCKING...HARD. Nothing seems to be going my way and I'm sick of my feelings always being trampled on. I have decided that I'm going to start taking care of MY needs before I take care of yours. Yes, this once very giving young woman is going to be selfish for a little while. That doesn't mean that I'm going to turn into mega bitch or anything, but it does mean that I'm going to stand up for myself and what it is that I want. I'm going to ask for it other than just waiting for it to be offered to me... the worst that could happen is that I'm told no...fuck that, I can handle "no"...I'm tougher then I may seem.
There's more to the situation that I can explain with words here in a online journal, but I'm hurting and that's really what's affecting everything else in my life right now
Ugh, I'm rambling now and making absolutely no sense. I know what I meant though and that's all that really matters today.
There's a lesbian bar about a mile away from me that I'm visiting after the game tonight. I used to frequent there in my "younger" years and I'm going tonight because I need a drink.
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Years Lived: 24
Cats Died: 2
Schools Changed: 6
Bones Broken: 0
Drugs Done: several
Continents Traveled: 1
Broken Hearts: ....
Parents: 1
Jail Worthy Crimes: 2 that I can think of
Jail Cells: 1
Spontaneous Life Shifts: all day, every day.
Gods Forsaken: all of them
Planes Abandoned: 0
Near Death Experiences: 4
Hours without Sleep: approx 96
Forgotten Convictions: 0
Regrets: none today.
Now, I normally could give a shit less about fucking basketball, but I am (used to be anyways) a die hard Red Wings fan and totally bummed out over this seasons lil' "fiasco"...so since the Pistons are actually worth watching this year(and kicked ass last year), I took a few peeks at some of the games this season...whatever.
Don't ever ask me to watch football though. I will kill you at the mere mention of it.
Life is kinda sucking for me right now, and by kinda I mean MAJORLY SUCKING...HARD. Nothing seems to be going my way and I'm sick of my feelings always being trampled on. I have decided that I'm going to start taking care of MY needs before I take care of yours. Yes, this once very giving young woman is going to be selfish for a little while. That doesn't mean that I'm going to turn into mega bitch or anything, but it does mean that I'm going to stand up for myself and what it is that I want. I'm going to ask for it other than just waiting for it to be offered to me... the worst that could happen is that I'm told no...fuck that, I can handle "no"...I'm tougher then I may seem.
There's more to the situation that I can explain with words here in a online journal, but I'm hurting and that's really what's affecting everything else in my life right now
Ugh, I'm rambling now and making absolutely no sense. I know what I meant though and that's all that really matters today.
There's a lesbian bar about a mile away from me that I'm visiting after the game tonight. I used to frequent there in my "younger" years and I'm going tonight because I need a drink.
*NA
*
Years Lived: 24
Cats Died: 2
Schools Changed: 6
Bones Broken: 0
Drugs Done: several
Continents Traveled: 1
Broken Hearts: ....
Parents: 1
Jail Worthy Crimes: 2 that I can think of
Jail Cells: 1
Spontaneous Life Shifts: all day, every day.
Gods Forsaken: all of them
Planes Abandoned: 0
Near Death Experiences: 4
Hours without Sleep: approx 96
Forgotten Convictions: 0
Regrets: none today.
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I was going to let weather decide but it's pretty much the same both days...
I understand your rant perfectly.
Oh... If I'm working on the car Saturday... bring the kids over to my kiddie pool!!
hope you had fun at the bar!