I'm going to blow up!!
Yes, I'm going to blow up if I do not learn to deal with my anger soon!
Long story short, I no longer have the awesome long lost friend that I reunited with last week. She ended up being a self serving selfish little cunt.
it just pisses me off that my feelings are rarely even considered at all. ..ever. And it hurts me because people always know me as this level headed chickie who just lets shit slip by without even a blink of an eye. They say, "Anne is cool, she understands...she always understands. let's just do and say whatever we want" Well, fuck that. I want to be thought of. I want my fucking feelings to stand for something. And even Get What I want...I mean...not all of the time...but sometimes, it would be nice..you know?
It's all building up. And I don't know what to do to take care of myself.
*NA
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PS....This eases the pain somewhat...
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Yes, I'm going to blow up if I do not learn to deal with my anger soon!
Long story short, I no longer have the awesome long lost friend that I reunited with last week. She ended up being a self serving selfish little cunt.
it just pisses me off that my feelings are rarely even considered at all. ..ever. And it hurts me because people always know me as this level headed chickie who just lets shit slip by without even a blink of an eye. They say, "Anne is cool, she understands...she always understands. let's just do and say whatever we want" Well, fuck that. I want to be thought of. I want my fucking feelings to stand for something. And even Get What I want...I mean...not all of the time...but sometimes, it would be nice..you know?
It's all building up. And I don't know what to do to take care of myself.

*NA

PS....This eases the pain somewhat...




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i dance round the room to loud music to feel better about life and myself. It helps to scream to let it all ut