I've decided that I'm going to keep up this whole blogging thing, it gives me something positive to just let my thoughts out into. Even if strangers are reading it, some strangers being more strange than others...hrrmmm. But sticking to the positive side of it all....here I go!
So, whats new? Life hasn't been as stressing as it once was, although I could do without my depressing friend drama, but thats a whole other blog to write about. I promised myself when I started college last september that I was going to turn over a new leaf and change everything because no one was going to know my past and where I came from....and needless to say that didn't last too long. I have friends who know my quirky-demonic-sadist-dryhumor side, and I think I'm okay with it. They know most about me, but I still am uneasy about other things. I mean, I love Draven to death, and I want her to know my everything, but I'm afriad of scaring her. I talked to her on tuesday about somethings, and I think she gets it, but I want to tell her everything. one day.
On the other side of things, my fiancee and I doing well with this whole "we're getting married" thing. Aside from people thinking that they know whats best for me, (and by best for me they think that I should leave my boyfriend of four years and have "fun" (AKA be a slut) with other people.) Fuck that shit.
We are currently looking for a photographer...so if anyone on here who manages to read this and knows a photographer in the London Ontario area who is not only good at photographing boobies, but weddings and such...let me know? Sweet.
Alrighty, the sleepie drugs are kicking in and its la-la time for Jessica! whoo!
So, whats new? Life hasn't been as stressing as it once was, although I could do without my depressing friend drama, but thats a whole other blog to write about. I promised myself when I started college last september that I was going to turn over a new leaf and change everything because no one was going to know my past and where I came from....and needless to say that didn't last too long. I have friends who know my quirky-demonic-sadist-dryhumor side, and I think I'm okay with it. They know most about me, but I still am uneasy about other things. I mean, I love Draven to death, and I want her to know my everything, but I'm afriad of scaring her. I talked to her on tuesday about somethings, and I think she gets it, but I want to tell her everything. one day.
On the other side of things, my fiancee and I doing well with this whole "we're getting married" thing. Aside from people thinking that they know whats best for me, (and by best for me they think that I should leave my boyfriend of four years and have "fun" (AKA be a slut) with other people.) Fuck that shit.
We are currently looking for a photographer...so if anyone on here who manages to read this and knows a photographer in the London Ontario area who is not only good at photographing boobies, but weddings and such...let me know? Sweet.
Alrighty, the sleepie drugs are kicking in and its la-la time for Jessica! whoo!