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Tuesday Jan 20, 2009

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You are the interest I will always have, always a thought of what could be, never a moment of what was. Dreams drift me to a place Ive never seen, fresh waters, blue skies, mountains so pure. Faded memories of a once inocent life two kids who knew the difference? You?
I?
Now years pass, sun rises and falls, dreams come back to me the feeling is so real everything Ive ever wanted in one night can it be the best Christmas ever, one drink, one dance, one kiss, one night of true love. True love for me anyway. Your thoughts? Ill never know one last night of memories of you. Back to dreams for me. 18 months and its already started. As the days pass its harder to see your face. But the dreams keep coming and getting better.
Better? Better for who, you or me. Not me not when the wakening truth of reality rips my heart and the fact youre not here with me and Im all alone in the desert 18 months will all be worth it. The risk is great but my dreams will keep me alive. The day will come when I get back to see you, cold winters, nice summers, new life, new birth, maybe well see only time can help me now. It passed me by before and took you with it, leaving me on the curb. Only one thought lays ahead for me now. Will she wait or go on with her already perfect life?






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