neumie

So my ex, Megan ( the one in Ohio who I'm friend's with, and of course still have feelings for), has gotten herself a new boyfriend. She has been fooling around with a a couple of guys, but now she started a relationship with someone. I'm glad she's getting back on the horse (we did break up almost a year ago), but I can't help this feeling of loneliness now that she has someone and I don't. At least before, we could be alone together.
But that's not what's really bugging me. What is really getting to me is that he's in the Air Force and he's shipping out this week. She's a mess over it, and I can't stop thinking that I can't do anything to compare to him. Compared to the Air Force, making comics sound pretty trival. I feel like I'm wasting my life. Let me know if any of this makes sense.