Love hurts a little when you do it right....The words from the talented John Legend. ANd how true it is. It's about compromise, faith and most of all trust, and for some of us it hurts so much for us to trust. So when we do it's few and far between, through i believe no fault of our own. It's how it is and for again most of us it always will be. Those who are lucky enough to receive our trust be thankful. It is a gift. I cannot express how great of one it is.
Yet somehow when we do grant our full trust, too often is it betrayed right in front of our eyes. Now don't get me wrong sometimes we push and shove our significant other in that direction, we get scared of commitment, of loss or any other number of reasons. Does that make it right? NO of course not. But once again it happens. I for one am guilty of such actions, but i know too many others who are guilty of breaking that trust. AM I writing this to point fault or to lay blame and judge others, no once again it is not my place.
I know I have yet to find eternity in anothers arms, I have yet to wake up next to someone and know that for the rest of my life until God says it's time, they'll be there. They'll have my back against the storm, they'll be there through the high times and low times and when as it goes, "the shit hits the fan." I know without a shadow of a doubt, that they'll still be there. And yet, I wish to find all this in that special someone, no matter who they may be.
Does it exist, or am i just some young hopeless romantic, dreaming and wishing? AM i looking too hard, and perhaps in turn missing what's right in front of me? Actually no, i don't belive i'm not. I've stopped looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend. I flirt with all give most everyone and chance and if something more develops then fine, that is good. But i don't go out searching at all the local parties and bars and blind dates and get-togethers in the off chance that just-maybe, just-might, that i'l meet them. Believe me, i've been there and done that, and i'm done. Maybe i'll leave it to fate or maybe i'll leave it to karma.
So for those who know me, good luck to you all in your personal relationships. When i get there and find one i'll let you know. Until then i'm just going to kick back relax and enjoy life as it comes. One day at a time i say. So Adieu to you all. Enjoy!!!
Yet somehow when we do grant our full trust, too often is it betrayed right in front of our eyes. Now don't get me wrong sometimes we push and shove our significant other in that direction, we get scared of commitment, of loss or any other number of reasons. Does that make it right? NO of course not. But once again it happens. I for one am guilty of such actions, but i know too many others who are guilty of breaking that trust. AM I writing this to point fault or to lay blame and judge others, no once again it is not my place.
I know I have yet to find eternity in anothers arms, I have yet to wake up next to someone and know that for the rest of my life until God says it's time, they'll be there. They'll have my back against the storm, they'll be there through the high times and low times and when as it goes, "the shit hits the fan." I know without a shadow of a doubt, that they'll still be there. And yet, I wish to find all this in that special someone, no matter who they may be.
Does it exist, or am i just some young hopeless romantic, dreaming and wishing? AM i looking too hard, and perhaps in turn missing what's right in front of me? Actually no, i don't belive i'm not. I've stopped looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend. I flirt with all give most everyone and chance and if something more develops then fine, that is good. But i don't go out searching at all the local parties and bars and blind dates and get-togethers in the off chance that just-maybe, just-might, that i'l meet them. Believe me, i've been there and done that, and i'm done. Maybe i'll leave it to fate or maybe i'll leave it to karma.
So for those who know me, good luck to you all in your personal relationships. When i get there and find one i'll let you know. Until then i'm just going to kick back relax and enjoy life as it comes. One day at a time i say. So Adieu to you all. Enjoy!!!