Blagh. Life's a bitch, and then you die, non?
Well, that's a bit strong, I think. Things aren't THAT bad for me right now, but they're pretty bad all the same. It's 10:32 at night right now, and I'm taking a brief break from studying for a massive fucking midterm I have tomorrow that I'm confident I'll fail. If I could only pull an A on it by some miracle, that'd be nice. It would really help my grade in that class.
I'm also sooooooo broke. I have less than zero dollars. Fuck. My parents continue to help me out, though, by allowing me to put my overdue gas bill on the credit card and then just pay them back when my STUPID STUPID STUPID check from the IRS gets here. It's already late. What the fuck.
Haven't seen Lunna in ages. It's really saddening. I mean, it's been... uhhh... 3 weeks? Something like that. Spending time with her makes me happy like nothing else can at this point. I've done some random music stuff lately, but I can hardly focus on it when my mind is on how fucked I am in so many ways. So yeah, I miss her tons. Hopefully will get to see her quite soonish, though.
Stayed late at school today to finish my Publication Design project. I hate to say it, but it was a little fun... for the first hour and a half. And then I was just wishing I'd be done with it. Had to design a magazine cover and contents page. My magazine is called "WaveForm" and is about electronic music. It has ATB on the cover, and features interviews with the likes of MYSELF (go figure) and Paul Oakenfold. Now I'm just rambling on about stupid boring shit, so I think I'll stop typing and just hit the "Save Entry" button.
Well, that's a bit strong, I think. Things aren't THAT bad for me right now, but they're pretty bad all the same. It's 10:32 at night right now, and I'm taking a brief break from studying for a massive fucking midterm I have tomorrow that I'm confident I'll fail. If I could only pull an A on it by some miracle, that'd be nice. It would really help my grade in that class.
I'm also sooooooo broke. I have less than zero dollars. Fuck. My parents continue to help me out, though, by allowing me to put my overdue gas bill on the credit card and then just pay them back when my STUPID STUPID STUPID check from the IRS gets here. It's already late. What the fuck.
Haven't seen Lunna in ages. It's really saddening. I mean, it's been... uhhh... 3 weeks? Something like that. Spending time with her makes me happy like nothing else can at this point. I've done some random music stuff lately, but I can hardly focus on it when my mind is on how fucked I am in so many ways. So yeah, I miss her tons. Hopefully will get to see her quite soonish, though.
Stayed late at school today to finish my Publication Design project. I hate to say it, but it was a little fun... for the first hour and a half. And then I was just wishing I'd be done with it. Had to design a magazine cover and contents page. My magazine is called "WaveForm" and is about electronic music. It has ATB on the cover, and features interviews with the likes of MYSELF (go figure) and Paul Oakenfold. Now I'm just rambling on about stupid boring shit, so I think I'll stop typing and just hit the "Save Entry" button.
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I woke up today feeling happy for the first time in a long time. And I know not taking those stupid meds is a huge part of it. So today I am taking time for myself. No school, no gossip whores,no stress just down time for me because I think it's long overdue. I have to go do my servive learning project tomorrow but if you want to hang Saturday..let me know. I am free as can be.