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Do you know who something happened too?

Welsome to my world. Was freaking out over the midterm exams I had this semester. But then agian thi is my first semester back in quite seme time.

Honey honey oh what can I say. I think I had a nervous breakdown the other day. Pretty sure at that. My life was fun and then I got the flu and it sucked and then I had to move with the flu and that sucked more and then the lack of sleep from moving started causing me to have seizures. And these 2 boys in some of my classes gossip about all the girls and started saying that I'm on the internet getting fucked up the ass(complete lies) and that one of my girls gives some of the teachers head(lies..lies)And then my teachers were mad and asking for late homework but I was tired and started feeling very depressed because I worried about school and worried about my health and was worrying about everything and then I stopped and said WTF is wrong with me? And then I realized it was my new meds making me feel so sick and making me feel panicked and overly stressed so I got off those meds yesterday. Best fucking thing I've done all week. And so yesterday I emailed my teachers and said I'm not coming to school the last 2 days..I am fucking staying in bed and resting and coping with getting off these new meds. etc 'cause my doctor said for me to do just that.

I woke up today feeling happy for the first time in a long time. And I know not taking those stupid meds is a huge part of it. So today I am taking time for myself. No school, no gossip whores,no stress just down time for me because I think it's long overdue. I have to go do my servive learning project tomorrow but if you want to hang Saturday..let me know. I am free as can be.

aww, that's sweet.

Done and done.

haha ditto cutie.

Yah for good music and good lyrics too!

I think you need to explain more. You got us interested ow finish us off. lol

Welcome to the Dead Vagina Club!

Ok I suck..I decided to play hookie today because I woke up and thought god I don't want to go to school you can't make me..haha. Then I realized oh yeah I'm 25 I don't have to go if I don't want to. But sort of sucks since I made you something and stuff. Well, I'm bound to see you this week. Anyways take care and damnit I missed you!



P.S- What are you up to today? I'm taking my mom out for dinner since it's her birthday but after that..well what are you doing?

[Edited on Feb 14, 2005 9:35AM]

DUDE! Sounds like you had a full weekend and a lot of responsibility thrust towards you.

If your not having fun ad your not making money, then you are in the wrong bussiness.

Hey cutie how's it going? I slept in past my alarm today so I missed class =( Seriously that bummed me out so now I have to email my work to the teacher..grr. Anyways got to go do the student teaching thing shortly. So, when I get moved in you're going to come over and hang out right? That was weird about the phone call...ended up not having that meeting after all. Going to have it tomorrow instead. Anyways take care and if you're not to busy this weekend give me a call or something.

HAVING THE SAME PROBLEM WITH CLASSES - I usually have a good reason for not going at the time - but when you look back YOU know you should have gone. Even if the Prof is an old windbag that doesn't ever really say much.

Just looking over your list of stuff, you know I hung out with Praga Khan a couple times in the cities. Man he's short but a total sweetheart. Anyways see ya tomorrow err later today.

The Art of War? Eh, I don't think I'd ever be able to get myself interested enough to read the whole thing. Maybe the first like fifteen pages, but then I'd get distracted and go do something else. This, of course, is coming from someone who is reading the Iliad for fun. I need intellectual stimulation, I go to an art school, after all.

Finally made my way back to write a quick update. So tomorrow or Wednesday or what? Ok cutie back to homework land for me..*sigh* later.

Yeah, thats pretty much the same boat I'm in now too. Sleeping is a good thing, doing that myself too. Forcing myself to do homework as it comes in rather than last minut helps too.

Another good thing to do is actually take the cost of a class and divide it by the number of days you have it to see how much you're actually throwing away. For me it works out to be nearly 40 bucks per class. If that's not motivation to not skip, I don't know what is.

Anyhow, keep on it. hopefully I will too. Failing otherwise easy classes will rape you in the ass, because you're pre-reqs will start to stack up. Thats why I'm fucked now so fix it while you can.

Hey cutie- Left you a hectic schedule of when I'm free this week in an email. Sucks doing all these different student teaching things. That plus school and homework= virtually no free time. Oh so what did you think of that art? I thought it was pretty cool..u should check out the art show in the touche gallery in the union..haha. Later.