first off: YEEEEEEEEEE less than a week til Vancouver!! YEEEEEEEE! I haven't been in about 2 years! I miss it, I would never want to live there again, but definetly excited bout visiting!!!
ok question:
Does anyone else feel a seperation or detachment from their body? like it's against you are just a strange companion? Anyone ever talk to their body like a seperate entity? as in "don't do this to me" "well look at that" or a "yah I'd fuck that" (
) I realize I am very detached from my body in many ways.
I am fond of it and all, (think I'll keep it) but it really sometimes seems like it's a constant companion who sometimes I get along with and sometimes I don't. I have actually had the thought that my body does things in retribution, revenge like stuff, usually when the long term effects of the years of abuse are evident. such as when it takes me a month to recover from a cold cuz my immune system is fragile. or my feet hurt and seize spontaniously because I only wore steel toed boots that were to big for me for years.
Anyways anyone else experience such seperation of mind and body? maybe there's some connection to that and the years of drug abuse? maybe in order to subject yourself to such purposeful abuse you have to disconnect somewhat maybe? or maybe spending so much time high and sedated you seperate yourself more that way?
moving on
Slutty Girl Fairytale:
ok question:
Does anyone else feel a seperation or detachment from their body? like it's against you are just a strange companion? Anyone ever talk to their body like a seperate entity? as in "don't do this to me" "well look at that" or a "yah I'd fuck that" (
) I realize I am very detached from my body in many ways. I am fond of it and all, (think I'll keep it) but it really sometimes seems like it's a constant companion who sometimes I get along with and sometimes I don't. I have actually had the thought that my body does things in retribution, revenge like stuff, usually when the long term effects of the years of abuse are evident. such as when it takes me a month to recover from a cold cuz my immune system is fragile. or my feet hurt and seize spontaniously because I only wore steel toed boots that were to big for me for years.
Anyways anyone else experience such seperation of mind and body? maybe there's some connection to that and the years of drug abuse? maybe in order to subject yourself to such purposeful abuse you have to disconnect somewhat maybe? or maybe spending so much time high and sedated you seperate yourself more that way?
moving on
Slutty Girl Fairytale:
We spent the rest of the night talking and drinking then we and Tyson and some other girl went back to his house for a hot tub. We started foolin around in the hot tub and eventually the 2 others got out and eventually left. we were fabulously drunk and I spent the night. He had to work early in the morning but he left me sleeping. When I got up he had set out a new toothbrush and a towel for a shower, and had left a note to tell his room mate to be quiet and his cell cuz he didn't have a landline at the time and a note saying to call him and I thought it was just the sweetest thing ever. 
) and I went and we had a wonderful date then we fell madly in love and just over three years later we got married. 
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You guys are super cute together.... i wish i could have that....
And hey, what is this about coming to Vancouver?? For how long?? You know i live in Vancouver right? Do you have time for a coffee?