nereid

So I'm a happy girl. I'm going to have lunch with my little brother here in half an hour. He and I used to be very close and spent a lot of time together. In recent years (since we both got clean) we've grown apart and don't really know each other anymore. I haven't even seen his apartment and he's been there since Dec. I miss him a lot but he's so different now, he works as a bouncer, drinks and parties and looks like a trendy lill fuck and listens BY CHOICE to shitty music. Anyways I would like to get to know him again

He has a bad habit of either being ridiculously late or standing me up completely and it really sucks. I hate feeling like I'm not even close to a priority. Once he canceled 3 times in a row and I told him when he could find time for me to let me know, and we haven't hung out since (other than for a little bit on my b-day). Nathanial and him have some issues surrounding that kinda stuff, cuz Nat knows how much it bothers me when it happens. I just talked to my lil bro last night though and I'm gonna go pick him up and see his place and then go for lunch so I'm sure it'll work today.

Yeh for lunch dates!



Me and lil bro on my wedding day (he was Nathanial's groomsman)

he makes me look so tiny! I'm 6'3 but he's 6'9!