nerdboy2345

would you like to know the exact moment of your death? i say sure, unless i find out its next week. that sure would be a bummer. sure would fucking motivate me to do things i otherwise wouldnt. approach those girls i shy away from like a little wimp! they always say you should live life to the fullest. if i were going to die tomorrow, i might concede and just watch cartoons til the end. but if it was in a couple months i'd get busy planning stuff. do some traveling. already jumped out of a plane...maybe i could fly one. no biggie if i crash, i'd be dying soon anyways, right?. but as i sit here, i doubt death at my doorstep would really change me. i say fuck it, im never going to die. you hear me forces of nature! you cant take me alive! oh wait, yeah, i dont think i will be going alive, now will i. strange, i often find my thoughts to be a bit morbid and revolving around death. i guess it just fascinates me. alright, enough of this crap, time for happty thoughts

for the record, fuck valentines day. who's with me on this one? i suppose if i had someone to share it with my opinion may be a little different, but then again maybe not. its dumb. just a normal day with a special name attached to it. just a way to get to you spend money. a scaled down christmas without the religious attachments. well no, i take that back. st valentine. i think you hear of him less than st patrick. i'm catholic and i really think that saint crap is a bunch of bull. i find most of my religion to be a bunch of hooey. though i know little about it, i find myself drawn to the basic beliefs of eastern religion. karma, ying and yang and that lot. balance of the universe and such. makes sense to me. what i know of it anyways.
ok, im feeling a little under the weather, so time to sleep. being sick sucks. really makes you appreciate when you are well. ok, ta ta for now

yeah and fuck valentines day (no i'm not bitter not at all. what gives that crazy idea? tee hee hee)