im feelng happier thes last couple days. always helps when i cute girl is flirting and grabbing your ass at a bar. that was cool, since i have no ass, and it needs any attenion it can get. of course, i went nowhere with this girl that night, but i know her and i'll see her again soon i figure. need to get back in shape for my martial arts class. im going to try to go back monday, so i need to be in somewhat shape so i lessen the pain i will experiencing. funny thing, through all these months of inactivity and beer drinking, i havent gained weight. im sure any fat i put on was countered by the little muscle i had melting away. im a twerp.