oh here it is again. that damn "crush" thing. i try to fight it, try to stay level headed and cool, but i cant. damn girl. just a girl i thought was cute and i used to flirt with at a store i frequent. but i hadnt seen her in many months. i suspected she quit. but i attended a birthday party of afriend of a friend, and there she was.long drunken conversations and maybe even some more flirting ensued. and oddly enough, slap boxing. she started it, and was totally kicking my ass. seemed things were going well until i found out she has a boyfriend. sigh. and chances of seeing her again are slim. damn girls