nerdboy2345

so i have stopped drinking, this time not just for kicks. the alcohol just doesnt go well with the pills. im screwy, pills help me not be so screwy, and the alcohol makes me screwier. its going to suck, cuz all me and my friends do is go out to bars and such. and i dont know if any of you have noticed but these places suck ass when you are not drinking. but i dont want to stay home, cuz its boring here. what a pickle im in. mmmm, pickles. i once drank a jar of pickle juice. and then went i was laying in bed that night, i was trying to figure out why i was so damn thirsty. i like salt. im dying for a heart attack. coach mcguirk had a heart attack on home movies. i love that cartoon. i like to laugh. i'd be dead without it. funny stuff is funny. how odd is that. not as odd as me i can bet ya. i want a beer. nice thick guiness. i have some in my fridge. three actually. and they are all going to go to waste. fuck. that sucks. one day i will realize i'm gonig to be mental pills or no pills, alcohol or no alcohol. its fun to be crazy. but i dont like being depressed. i can do without that part. everyone needs to stop pissing me off and maybe i wont be so grumpy. yes, its everyones else's fault. i have done nothing...nope, i'm a little angel. if you look close enough in my pick you can see my halo. isnt it cute. i thought so. here's a song recommendation, cuz its playing on my computer now, orbital, "the box." listen to it, its trippy. i love songs like that. shit, ive been rambling here for a bit, i doubt anyone has gotten this far down. hello!? you all suck you fuckers. see i can right that cuz no one will see it. unless they read drom the bottom up. then im screwed. no, not really. what are you going to do about it? nothing, thats what i thought. be-otch. word. to your mother. and im outta this joint. and if anyone did read all that, you're a loser