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Thats IT!!! I can't take it anymore! MY JOB IS DRIVING ME MCCRAZY!!!!!!
I thought for a minute I was indifferent towards my fast food industry fate... I thought, "eh... its just a job... at least I'm working".... but NO!! I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM SINGLEHANDEDLY ENDORSING OBESITY, AND THE HEART PROBLEMS, AND ALL THE HEALTH RISKS THAT COME WITH IT. I AM MCKEVORKIAN. I AM HELPING PEOPLE DIE, BUT I DON'T BELIEVE IN WHAT I'M DOING!!!
I was working in drive thru this morning... and within an hour, had thirty unnecessarily obese people come through... their massive bellies filling in the empty spaces in their steering wheels. Its mean, but some of them... i have no clue how they even got into their little geos and chevettes-by all accounts it doesn't make sense. And all but two of them didnt upsize... oh no... the other two yelled at me because I couldn't substitute for them and give them large mcflurries instead of their pop.... so instead they opted for LARGE milkshakes.... OMG!!! askfjnas;dkjf nakjvaiughaeirjgfnkdjf FUCK!!!!
The following is actually a bunch of segments from an entry from one of my old blogs. I believe I wrote it in... april-ish.
"....have lost respect for myself since I crawled back into my high school place of employment... mcd's. Its so fucking degrading... I'm fucking 20 years old and quite literally ahve accomplished NOTHING since HIGH SCHOOL!! AND to top THAT off I work with a bunch of futureless morons who for some reason find their job DIFFICULT! WHICH IS FUCKING REDICULOUS. PUSHING BUTTONS AND POURING DRINKS IS A FUCKING JOKE. ITS THE FUCKING CUSTOMERS THAT MAKE OUR MCLIVES NOT WORTH LIVING. DO THEY HONESTLY THINK THAT SPEAKING REDICULOUSLY QUIET AND EXPECTING US TO HAVE SUPERSONIC MCHEARING TO HEAR THEM OVER ALL THE BEEPING AND COMMOTION BEHIND THE COUNTER... DO THEY THINK ITS POSSIBLE!? FUCK!!!!!!!! WOW I GOT OFF TOPIC! BACK TO MY JOB BEING UNTOLLERABLE! HOLY CAPS BATMAN!
But I really am infuriated with the customers at work. I REALISE its only McDonalds, I GET IT that you get what you pay for, I UNDERSTAND that we are worthless-minimum-wage people.... but FUCK YOU!! WE'RE GOD DAMN PEOPLE TOO!! MAYBE TREAT US LIKE WE ARE! BECAUSE I *KNOW* THAT YOU, THE CUSTOMER, WERE ONCE IN MY POSITION-TAKING CRAP FROM REDICULOUSLY OVERWEIGHT CUSTOMERS WHO, I'M SORRY, DO NOT *NEED* THAT EVM UPSIZED, YOU FAT BASTARDS!!!
wow, i'm sorry... I *obviously* haven't had MY break today....
and on that note.... we DON'T LOVE TO SEE YOU SMILE! WHAT WE *LOVE* IS TO SEE YOUR FAT ASS WADDLE TO YOUR TABLE AND STUFF HALF A POUND OF DEEP FRIED GOODNESS DOWN YOUR THROAT, FOLLOW IT WITH 32 OZ OF HEART STOPPING COKE AND THEN SOMEHOW SHOVE THAT DOUBLE QUARTER POUNDER WITH BACON AND EXTRA MAC SAUCE IN THERE TOO.....FUCK YOU!!!! YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID! YOU'RE KILLING YOURSELF AND YOU'RE TOO FUCKING STUPID TO REALISE IT!!! DO NOT UPSIZE YOUR MEAL, GET A SIDE SALAD AND FOR GODS SAKE, LAY OFF THE BACON!!!!"
OBESITY CAN BE DEFEATED!! I do realise that some people cannot help being large...genetics are hard to fight sometimes... and I know i've been in the "i'm depressed so i'm gonna eat to distract myself" phase... but its not good for you!!
k wow, if any of you read thru that... i'm sorry...
I need a nap... lol
blessed be
XOXOXOX
tamz