nephele

-You know those days when you get the mean reds?
-The mean reds, you mean like the blues?
-No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?

-Breakfast at Tiffany's

It just seems to have been one of those months...

At least I have this companion to cheer me up