Damn, not since April have I added to this...
Lots has happened, but I dont have the time to write about it all.
Everything is all fine and well with me. I dont go out much which is sad cause its summer and all, but Im running out of friends that actually want to go out. Most are married, pretending to be married, or would rather masterbate. Sad huh?
Dating someone new, well, sort of. Remember past stories of the man eaters? I believe I called one "T" and the other "J"? Well I dont know if I lost the battle or if she did, but Im dating J. Which is cool. I count myself lucky cause T is a big hooker. I know, that was mean.
But Julianna (or J) is one of a kind. I have so much fun doing everything we've done, or even on nights when we have nothing to do. She's hot, she's passionate, she's talented, and she's a bunch other good stuff.
It sucks that I like her as much as I do. In August she moves away to Los Angeles. We havent really talked about "us", and I think its one of those bridges we'll cross when we get there. I cant move right now, Im having a house built and my job, friends (even the ones who would rather masterbate), and my dad live here. I like it here and wouldnt like LA. I cant ask her to stay cause she's following her dreams. I envy that and wouldnt dare ask her to give that up for me.
I guess what I really want is to carry on the long distance thing. I dont have all that much experienc with it, and everytime I have been in one, I never saw the person. Hence, long distance. But this time is different. This time I work for an airline, Im an adult, well, sometimes. I can fly anywhere I want, and I want to fly to LA to be with her every weekend I can. I have a feeling August is not going to be a happy month.
Because Im all about analogies, and I like to relate my life and such to arbitrary things, I'll slip one in here. I feel like the great Titanic right now. The biggest and best ship ever constructed, so elegent, so luxurious, everythings perfect. The only difference is I spot that iceberg. I can see it way off in the distance. I just dont see how I can steer clear of it. And when the unavoidable happens, all these feelings I have (or the Titanic if you still follow the analogy) are going to sink and be lost forever.
Alright, its 5am. Thanks for playing ladies and gentlemen. Goodnight
Lots has happened, but I dont have the time to write about it all.
Everything is all fine and well with me. I dont go out much which is sad cause its summer and all, but Im running out of friends that actually want to go out. Most are married, pretending to be married, or would rather masterbate. Sad huh?
Dating someone new, well, sort of. Remember past stories of the man eaters? I believe I called one "T" and the other "J"? Well I dont know if I lost the battle or if she did, but Im dating J. Which is cool. I count myself lucky cause T is a big hooker. I know, that was mean.
But Julianna (or J) is one of a kind. I have so much fun doing everything we've done, or even on nights when we have nothing to do. She's hot, she's passionate, she's talented, and she's a bunch other good stuff.
It sucks that I like her as much as I do. In August she moves away to Los Angeles. We havent really talked about "us", and I think its one of those bridges we'll cross when we get there. I cant move right now, Im having a house built and my job, friends (even the ones who would rather masterbate), and my dad live here. I like it here and wouldnt like LA. I cant ask her to stay cause she's following her dreams. I envy that and wouldnt dare ask her to give that up for me.
I guess what I really want is to carry on the long distance thing. I dont have all that much experienc with it, and everytime I have been in one, I never saw the person. Hence, long distance. But this time is different. This time I work for an airline, Im an adult, well, sometimes. I can fly anywhere I want, and I want to fly to LA to be with her every weekend I can. I have a feeling August is not going to be a happy month.
Because Im all about analogies, and I like to relate my life and such to arbitrary things, I'll slip one in here. I feel like the great Titanic right now. The biggest and best ship ever constructed, so elegent, so luxurious, everythings perfect. The only difference is I spot that iceberg. I can see it way off in the distance. I just dont see how I can steer clear of it. And when the unavoidable happens, all these feelings I have (or the Titanic if you still follow the analogy) are going to sink and be lost forever.
Alright, its 5am. Thanks for playing ladies and gentlemen. Goodnight