Lastnight and today I had some long talks with a guy I used to know. He drudged up a lot of feelings that I have been trying to repress such as why I have developed some form of social anxiety, and how that has affected my social life. I don't know how to act around a big group of people, usually it makes me really uncomfortable since I always seem to think that Im being judged or that once I open my mouth everyones going to hate me. Thats why I like doing things one on one but most times I just hang out by myself. I wish i could change this, but i've just recently come to terms that there really was something wrong with me.
We also talked about relationships, why they suck, why they are great and so on. Really distracted me from finishing my take home, but I finally got it done. It was ridiculously stupid but, oh well.
My bday is in less than two weeks! Kasara said she'd keep me company for my birthday, any suggestions for what kind of trouble we can get into to bring on the big 2-0!????!?!
We also talked about relationships, why they suck, why they are great and so on. Really distracted me from finishing my take home, but I finally got it done. It was ridiculously stupid but, oh well.
My bday is in less than two weeks! Kasara said she'd keep me company for my birthday, any suggestions for what kind of trouble we can get into to bring on the big 2-0!????!?!
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I much prefer one on one or my own company too (esp when I travel)...but that's by choice. I'm not one for big groups either. I've come to terms with that too...
Oh boy...there's SO much trouble you can get into on the big 2-0. Hope you have a blast...might want to put a few bucks away for bail now. Cheers.