neon

i just had a nightmare. it's 4:30 in the morning and i'm scared to turn off my lights and go back to sleep. it was one of those where you wake up kind of willingly but after being completely terrified. i laid there frozen in the same position for about ten minutes before i finally gathered enough balls to pull the blanket over my head and open my eyes. i don't remember the last time i was so scared. and there was soooo much running in my dream that now my back is all tense and i feel exhausted. ugh. this fucking sucks!