neodrunk

Had another late night last night, only to will myself to get my butt up early this morning. I hate this trip I make most Saturday's. It's business and I understand it, but damn... I just don't see much business walking into my pocket when I make this trip. I spend four hours of my fucking afternoon driving for what? To talk to people? To smile at people? I feel like a fucking clown, only going for show. I know my presence is a positive long term connection I am making, but it's just tedious. I thought I put working six days a week behind me?

Listened to "The DaVinci Code" on tape during my drive. I hate driving, but I'd like to go on a two hour drive yet today so I can finish it up. It's very good!!!

Enough of that...

So tonight I roll out with my brother Mike. I hope it's just him and I, and he leaves his co-dependecy issue at home for the night. He's changed. All too different. I think the man should become asexual.

Get my car back next week, and maybe I won't have to cover all of it. At least I have people making calls for. At least I've received positive info to back my claim up.

Oh well... I'm rollin' with da kid.
If ya'll wanna hang with a drunk...
you know how to get a hold of me.
Maybe I'll be available?