i did nothing for halloween this year. just sit at home and watch movies and sleep. i have not been feeling well, or social, etc lately...and i just wasn't up for going out. sucks too as it is of course, my favouritest holiday.
in general i don't really like holidays. i tend to give people gifts and whatnot randomly, rather than for birthdays, or umm...
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in general i don't really like holidays. i tend to give people gifts and whatnot randomly, rather than for birthdays, or umm...
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to the deaf who never knew
withering away into ash.
fire danced to death on bloated skin.
this hunger consumes in day and in dreams.
all that's left to do is scream.
and after that there is nothing left of me.
withering away into ash.
fire danced to death on bloated skin.
this hunger consumes in day and in dreams.
all that's left to do is scream.
and after that there is nothing left of me.
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ash:
I agree ... we should talk more. and hang out. when are u moving to chicago agn? 
paleenchantress:
no, sadly i still have not recieved the halloween note you sent me 
i never know what to say or write anymore.
i am not happy. i am just spinning in circles and ending up in the same place.
the sadness subsides for occasional moments, but is always there lying await in the darkness.
it always makes me laugh when people say "well you don't seem depressed" this is because you are not seeing me. you are seeing...
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i am not happy. i am just spinning in circles and ending up in the same place.
the sadness subsides for occasional moments, but is always there lying await in the darkness.
it always makes me laugh when people say "well you don't seem depressed" this is because you are not seeing me. you are seeing...
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tahliana:
thanks your toooooooo sweet!!! and YES! meet me in SF! that would be faannntttaaabuuuulllooouuuussssss.
i know what u mean re not knowing what to write though. i wish i could send happy happy vibes your way. maybe ill try and you will all of a sudden feel good energy and will be like awww tahliana sent me that adn you will smile. lol.
"i am not nice. i am bitter, broken, antisocial, snobbish, self loathing, lost......a cacophony of words it seems." gah i can relate. do you write poetry much? its a good way to let shit out...
i know what u mean re not knowing what to write though. i wish i could send happy happy vibes your way. maybe ill try and you will all of a sudden feel good energy and will be like awww tahliana sent me that adn you will smile. lol.
"i am not nice. i am bitter, broken, antisocial, snobbish, self loathing, lost......a cacophony of words it seems." gah i can relate. do you write poetry much? its a good way to let shit out...
tonight was so great. well it started out kind of shitty...
went with whatshisnuts to cleveland to go see the faint....we waited till last minute and didn't get tickets for the show & it ended up being sold out!!
so we got there...i talked to some people i knew for a few minutes and we left and drove all the way back to columbus. stopped...
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went with whatshisnuts to cleveland to go see the faint....we waited till last minute and didn't get tickets for the show & it ended up being sold out!!
so we got there...i talked to some people i knew for a few minutes and we left and drove all the way back to columbus. stopped...
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shabbydo:
It was SUCH a bummber not getting to see you on Friday. Oh well, this weekend right?
heh heh heh Your going to Manson, LOL
heh heh heh Your going to Manson, LOL
went to bento gogo a few nights ago, and met up with a bunch of sg people. i was surprised to see so many people come out!
various people had been bugging me that i don't attend enough local sg events so i figured i'd give this one a whirl and i am glad i did.
i got to see some friends, old and new...
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various people had been bugging me that i don't attend enough local sg events so i figured i'd give this one a whirl and i am glad i did.
i got to see some friends, old and new...
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nilloh:
yeah i had a lot of fun well I live in thailands but it is nice to be back in ohio as well. even it is kinda lame at times
mayara:
Bento Gogo looks rad as hell, btw. Wanna take me there sometime? ^ _ ~
i have been in a strange mood lately. and feeling rather antisocial along with it.
so i haven't been talking to anyone much, and am not sure when i will feel like it again yet..
unless i get uber moody and change my mind, i'm going to see icon of coil tonight. yay.
and i have a new car now, well my dad's old car--but...
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so i haven't been talking to anyone much, and am not sure when i will feel like it again yet..
unless i get uber moody and change my mind, i'm going to see icon of coil tonight. yay.
and i have a new car now, well my dad's old car--but...
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sonet:
yup
sonet:
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whatshisnuts:
I just read Vectrexxx's journal and he said he's going to see The Faint in Detroit on the 9th. I was like "Hmmmmmmm....." So I checked the website and they are playing the 8th in Cleveland on the Friday night. My work still hasn't posted the schedule, but I'll see what can be done. Let me know if anything changes.
taris_kah:
Looking good
okay. so i think i am going up to the pink house party in cleveland this weekend. i'm guessing i'll probably go up for friday night and stay over and leave sometime on saturday. i did request sunday off of work as well, but i think i may need it to just be at home and relax.
i'm not really good around people. i can...
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i'm not really good around people. i can...
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heidiness:
hi pretty
hi pretty
shabbydo:
It was a blast meeting you. thank you for being my music sponsor. Anf you not anti-social. I think your neato!
Have fun!
Have fun!
hi. anyone want to contribute to the nenia needs a tattoo fund? haha
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fusionface:
What are you wanting to get as a tattoo?
punknitemike:
my buddy is heading back to cbus sometime on saturday to pick someone up & bring em back out to the pink house, and would be cool hooking ya up with a ride if you needed it. he's a really cool guy too, you'll meet him!
i cant wait to see you, seems like its been forever!
i cant wait to see you, seems like its been forever!
one more time now......vote for me to be a karmaloop model
the contest is over sept 10. it was originally supposed to end aug 31, but i guess they decided to extend it. i don't expect to win, but might as well try. ($500 in clothes and a trip to boston sounds good to me!)
umm so i have been feeling shitty and antisocial...
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the contest is over sept 10. it was originally supposed to end aug 31, but i guess they decided to extend it. i don't expect to win, but might as well try. ($500 in clothes and a trip to boston sounds good to me!)
umm so i have been feeling shitty and antisocial...
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whatshisnuts:
I almost forfuckingot!!! My service(cervix?) light popped off while I was on the incline to your drive way! 
tahliana:
thanks your a major cutie aswell i might add!!!!!! good luck with the model thing 
your a major cutie aswell i might add!!!!!! good luck with the model thing
My cat thinks you are pretty cute too
Shows~Dresden Dolls
Le Tigre
Are you going to see S.Puppy & Manson?
Jaxie.