no matter what i do, it's never enough. never good enough.
each time i try to be positive and make things better with my life. something drags me down again, further. people like me should be shot. i want to make the world better, but i cannot do it without making me better first. i've been treading water for so long, one of these days...
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each time i try to be positive and make things better with my life. something drags me down again, further. people like me should be shot. i want to make the world better, but i cannot do it without making me better first. i've been treading water for so long, one of these days...
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i'm supposed to be leaving with whatshisnuts in about an hour and a half to go to chicago. i have not been able to sleep at all, and i am finally getting tired but i cannot go to bed now. 
i guess i'll just have to go get me some energy drinks on our way out.
i'm feeling a little irked/stressed because we have no...
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i guess i'll just have to go get me some energy drinks on our way out.
i'm feeling a little irked/stressed because we have no...
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punknitemike:
well u should!!!
did ya hear i met a dancer who is a member on SG? she's cool as shit...but i miss zoe & tommie...havent seen em in a few weeks. i think they only work saturdays or something, i dont know!
did ya hear i met a dancer who is a member on SG? she's cool as shit...but i miss zoe & tommie...havent seen em in a few weeks. i think they only work saturdays or something, i dont know!
lexie:
I missses you too 
I won't be at the next bentos 
but im going to try to go to the guys nite out, and maybe the next bentos
I won't be at the next bentos but im going to try to go to the guys nite out, and maybe the next bentos 
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andromeda:
Hope you had a good new years!
paleenchantress:
i 
you !
you !i have strep throat. 
and i had to pay $185 for a doctor visit because i do not have insurance.........
and i had to pay $185 for a doctor visit because i do not have insurance.........
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bradley27:
thank you babe!
thank you babe!
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punknitemike:
i didnt get it, maybe try again???
either of these emails should work...but try both just to be safe!
skat@erinet.com is my main email
or
mjdurian@yahoo.com is my other
either of these emails should work...but try both just to be safe!
skat@erinet.com is my main email
or
mjdurian@yahoo.com is my other
so the columbus get together at bento gogo tonight was crazy. it seems as if it gets a little crazier each time we go out.
and i just noticed i have too little hickeys on my neck..kinda looks like a vampire bite! hehehe..i think the culprit of that is miss lexie my wife....
hahah
thanks for taking me out, whatshisnuts that detour skeered me.
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and i just noticed i have too little hickeys on my neck..kinda looks like a vampire bite! hehehe..i think the culprit of that is miss lexie
my wife....
hahah
thanks for taking me out, whatshisnuts that detour skeered me.
thanks...
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instarsia:
you. me. tommy. and my buffy seasons 6 and 7....soon. and some chocolate and beer for you too....SOON
instarsia:
OMG a fellow Francessca lia block fan...i knew i loved you
anyone going/ want to go to VNV NATION show in chicago, january 4, or detroit, january 5? i wanna go, but i am scareded to drive in those big cities 
i need someone to go with me and to drive in the city. yes yes.
went to the marilyn manson show the other night. mr. patch was kind enough to pick me up. and mr....
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i need someone to go with me and to drive in the city. yes yes.
went to the marilyn manson show the other night. mr. patch was kind enough to pick me up. and mr....
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norritt:
whys everybody get to go see manson but me oh well hope you had fun maybe next time mm ill grace the city im living in with his prescence
oh well hope you had fun maybe next time mm ill grace the city im living in with his prescence
trucker_fiction:
any luck finding someone to go to the show with?
tell me something..
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245trioxin:
I love twizzler partays!!!!!
tenaciousdave:
I would tell you somthing...I just don't wanna. 
i wish there was a space where all my pieces would fit.
that the wounds would sew themselves back together
and heal
that wisdom learned wasn't born from pain
that i could somehow find a sense of self again
i shattered in a million pieces
none of which i got to keep
that the wounds would sew themselves back together
and heal
that wisdom learned wasn't born from pain
that i could somehow find a sense of self again
i shattered in a million pieces
none of which i got to keep
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whatshisnuts:
I'm not sure but I'll get back with you. I should have it off for being Thanksgiving, but these overnights are screwy.
paleenchantress:
yes...we have to meet !!
yeah, i know i don't update much. especially lately. everything is so fragmented and scattered and messy...and oh oh oh the horror...
i feel such the drama queen. i don't like showing people the damaged bits of me, so therefore it usually is better to not show at all..
bento gogo nov2. was loads of fun. i got a bit too drunky, but hey it...
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i feel such the drama queen. i don't like showing people the damaged bits of me, so therefore it usually is better to not show at all..
bento gogo nov2. was loads of fun. i got a bit too drunky, but hey it...
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tamson:
come and visit australia, it rocks, i love it! there so many places to go and see, ayres rock, the beaches of perth, beautiful tasmania, me in sydney, sunny brisbane, trendy melbourne its all great
woo
nice nails purty girl
woo
nice nails purty girl
Will this cheer you up??? I have felt the same as you, but you know what, shit always gets better. YOu always have to go down before you come up baby..........luv ya!!