nenia

my papa died tonight. there's lots of memories. it was so sudden. my mum was talking to him on the phone when he collapsed..i feel soooo bad for my nana. she's going to feel so alone. god. he was the sweetest man that ever possibly lived. i never heard him complain. not once. it doesn't make sense that he's gone. i hope he knows i cared. i don't know how to say all the things i am feeling right now.