nenia

(copy and paste from livejournal)

mood: sad
music: movie- slc punk
i reallly want an ipod, but i am poor. if you can please help me out, (and you can get a free ipod too) by using my referral link below.


Here is my referral link. To help me get my iPod, click this exact link to join, or copy and paste it into a browser:
http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=11185251

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aside from really wanting an ipod. ummmmm
i nearly killed myself last night trying to get home from lancaster. it was freezing rain, and rediculous out. my windshield kept freezing up and i couldn't see. i had to pull off the road many times, til i finally gave up and called my parents and they came to rescue me. i was fucking scared. i am lucky to have my parents. i don't know what i would have done without them.

i have been super depressed. i have been so for years now, but it differs in how bad it gets. it's not going so well at the moment.
i think i might have to do the therapy/medication and who knows whatever else thing again soon.......i just don't know.
i'm going nowhere and feel so dead inside. i have so much unfulfilled potential. anything i reach out to hold onto just slips away.