no matter what i do, it's never enough. never good enough.
each time i try to be positive and make things better with my life. something drags me down again, further. people like me should be shot. i want to make the world better, but i cannot do it without making me better first. i've been treading water for so long, one of these days i need to sink or swim.
i want to be one of those annoying shiny happy people. even for a few days. i want to hold the sun til it burns off my arms, dance with the moon til my feet turn to dust. sleepwalk with a stranger so i can meet the man of my dreams. open up my wounds cuz i'm splitting apart at the seams. it doesn't fit, i can't be fixed. i wasn't created to live like this.
each time i try to be positive and make things better with my life. something drags me down again, further. people like me should be shot. i want to make the world better, but i cannot do it without making me better first. i've been treading water for so long, one of these days i need to sink or swim.
i want to be one of those annoying shiny happy people. even for a few days. i want to hold the sun til it burns off my arms, dance with the moon til my feet turn to dust. sleepwalk with a stranger so i can meet the man of my dreams. open up my wounds cuz i'm splitting apart at the seams. it doesn't fit, i can't be fixed. i wasn't created to live like this.
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Will this cheer you up??? I have felt the same as you, but you know what, shit always gets better. YOu always have to go down before you come up baby..........luv ya!!