nellichaos

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone!
Green Day "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"

still in a funk......fought with bender today, sort of...our first fight which might be leading up to our breakup...things are fucked right now...i don't know how to make it better and neither does he...we're still doing the haunted trials thing this weekend for halloween which is cool i guess...i've spent a good deal of this week bitching about things he's been doing latley but at the thought of losing him, i totally flipped....damn emotions!!!!!! FUCK!!! i can't sleep....i don't know if i want to....goddamnit i hate this october...i thought i could just make it to the end of this week without anything else fucking up, but i guess i was wrong....

here....have some strawberry shortcake (god, i love this costume)