so for the past couple of weeks, i have been a completely unreasonable ball of nerves, which i am sure is tons of fun for all my friends and loved ones.
our lease is up in a month. i love my house and i love my neighborhood. some of my roommates can be, at times, intolerable and passive aggressive, but for my count, they are the ones that are going to be moving out. ryan wants to move out and live with two of our other friends, neither of whom have agreed to actually live with us. wOOt wOOt! i would much rather stay here or live somewhere with just the two of us, but sometimes, she can be quite unyielding. tomorrow, we are going to look at a three bedroom so that these two people who haven't agreed to live with us will have rooms in our new magical fantasy living situation.
i have also become increasingly insecure about everything. i get really down and really on edgy easily lately.
also, this weekend was comfest. yay, whatever. i get that it's a great thing and it doesn't count on advertising and all such bullshit, buuuut, i live mere blocks away from the park where it's held, so my neighborhood turns into a hippy crash zone for three days. i have to wait until 3 am to move my car from the driveway to the street so i can get to work because where there are cars parked in our alley, which there always are for comfest, we can't get out of the driveway. plus, that means that there are fucking constant parties at the house, which is also quite an irritant when you're already annoyed with EVERYTHING!
i need some semblance of an idea as to what is going on in my life...
our lease is up in a month. i love my house and i love my neighborhood. some of my roommates can be, at times, intolerable and passive aggressive, but for my count, they are the ones that are going to be moving out. ryan wants to move out and live with two of our other friends, neither of whom have agreed to actually live with us. wOOt wOOt! i would much rather stay here or live somewhere with just the two of us, but sometimes, she can be quite unyielding. tomorrow, we are going to look at a three bedroom so that these two people who haven't agreed to live with us will have rooms in our new magical fantasy living situation.
i have also become increasingly insecure about everything. i get really down and really on edgy easily lately.
also, this weekend was comfest. yay, whatever. i get that it's a great thing and it doesn't count on advertising and all such bullshit, buuuut, i live mere blocks away from the park where it's held, so my neighborhood turns into a hippy crash zone for three days. i have to wait until 3 am to move my car from the driveway to the street so i can get to work because where there are cars parked in our alley, which there always are for comfest, we can't get out of the driveway. plus, that means that there are fucking constant parties at the house, which is also quite an irritant when you're already annoyed with EVERYTHING!
i need some semblance of an idea as to what is going on in my life...
Semblance .....Tikki stills loves you!