i remember running for the finish line at the leeds half marathon five years ago, feeling as if i had conquered the world. all those troubles were behind me, and i was proudly becoming the person i had always wanted to be.
five years on, and i'm arguably in an even worse position. i don't trust anyone, i'm angry 90% of the time and my...
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five years on, and i'm arguably in an even worse position. i don't trust anyone, i'm angry 90% of the time and my...
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i'm in a cross eyed funk at the minute.
get a grip liz. nothing is as important as you make it out to be.
get a grip liz. nothing is as important as you make it out to be.
_solipsist_:
come up with lottery number, yes please.
sooooooo still in a funk? still angsty.......? you know you do it quite well.
sooooooo still in a funk? still angsty.......? you know you do it quite well.

nuadventure:
I haven't checked out the video yet. But just looking at her face here, she looks like she could use a hug, don't cha think?
_solipsist_:
mmmmmm depressing....... and Twilight related. Watched that the other night with riftrax and laughed until I was in tears at points.
Did you leave a comment or subscribe to the aforementioned travel blog?
Sometimes it's cool to reconnect with old friends. I managed to get in touch with a friend from my childhood and we talk all the time now. She's really turned out to be a cool person. Never doubted that though.
You must have psychic tendencies......
Did you leave a comment or subscribe to the aforementioned travel blog?
Sometimes it's cool to reconnect with old friends. I managed to get in touch with a friend from my childhood and we talk all the time now. She's really turned out to be a cool person. Never doubted that though.
You must have psychic tendencies......
you've just stormed out.
what do you want me to say? should i write this directly- assuming you will read it?
i don't blame you. i'm no picnic.
but i don't think this is better than the loneliness you're afraid of.
it hurts more to see you unhappy, i'm not worried over childish dreams of what could be.
there's nothing in me that can't mend.
what do you want me to say? should i write this directly- assuming you will read it?
i don't blame you. i'm no picnic.
but i don't think this is better than the loneliness you're afraid of.
it hurts more to see you unhappy, i'm not worried over childish dreams of what could be.
there's nothing in me that can't mend.
OH! what is the fucking point?
rah.
i'm grumpy.
(sorry)
rah.
i'm grumpy.
(sorry)
_solipsist_:
LOL..... very past tense women I'm afraid. memories. and never happy ones, have you noticed. Believe me, my batting average is dismal.
What is the point?
I know the answer......
What is the point?
I know the answer......
_solipsist_:
Nothing wrong with completely single......
hmmmm, it's all I know anyway
hmmmm, it's all I know anyway
here's to the girls who giddy about in their young, happy ways. so unconsciously free and alive, catching the eyes of every passing man.
may you forever laugh and smile, spread your sweetness all around. may you treat him well, as well as i tried.
_solipsist_:
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I don't think it was all in the lighting......

I don't think it was all in the lighting......
_solipsist_:
Yah a lot of it was in the bra but more importantly...... what possessed you to eat cat food?
I must know.
I must know.
i'm moving house, so life has picked up pace recently.
i love where i am, and i'm a homely person, but this place doesn't feel right anymore. renting brings with it a wealth of issues, you can't mend or fix things without asking permission- and no one does you any favours when things go wrong. my agent made it quite clear today then unless it's...
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i love where i am, and i'm a homely person, but this place doesn't feel right anymore. renting brings with it a wealth of issues, you can't mend or fix things without asking permission- and no one does you any favours when things go wrong. my agent made it quite clear today then unless it's...
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_solipsist_:
First off....... that guy was a complete jerk for not letting you two finish your cocktails. I hope your revenge was more than sitting on a wall getting high...... but i guess that's a more constructive way of dealing with things.
and everything I had thought i was going to say to you disappeared when I clicked the spoiler. I believed I stopped breathing for a minute. Wow. Hi. ummmmmmmm very, very provocative......
You know once I'm distracted it's hard to regain that focus lol
Good luck on getting the new house. Will you have the same house mates or will that change as well?
and I miss that moment too...... I'd love a first kiss right now.......
and everything I had thought i was going to say to you disappeared when I clicked the spoiler. I believed I stopped breathing for a minute. Wow. Hi. ummmmmmmm very, very provocative......
You know once I'm distracted it's hard to regain that focus lol
Good luck on getting the new house. Will you have the same house mates or will that change as well?
and I miss that moment too...... I'd love a first kiss right now.......
you aren't good enough.
he admits he doesn't love you.
it isn't you he wishes sweet dreams to.
wake the fuck up.
he admits he doesn't love you.
it isn't you he wishes sweet dreams to.
wake the fuck up.
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zoidberg79:
he's just not that into you
_solipsist_:
wondering what happened to you.
Aside from having the black death, things are good. I jus got up and .....hmmmm, house is empty and quiet, just like it was when I dozed off.
Aside from having the black death, things are good. I jus got up and .....hmmmm, house is empty and quiet, just like it was when I dozed off.
there's no point writing what i'm thinking because i only get into trouble.
_solipsist_:
well, now I'm very curious.....
hello stranger.
hello stranger.
