not in a good mood tonight.
flatmate 1 returned tonight with boyfriend in tow and gave her one month's notice. she's moving her stuff out this saturday (sofas included) flatmate 2 returned an hour later, bitched about how unreasonable flatmate 1 is, made yet more demands, stomped through the tidying i have done all day, asked why i was in such a mood and fucked off to her bedroom.
i think i'd rather flatmate 1 had stayed.
having successfully squashed my hot fiery childhood temper to a point of constant complacency, i can't convince myself to be angry at either party for longer than thirty seconds. i'm just annoyed at the fact i'l have to find a new flatmate, that flatmate 2 is bugging the hell out me, that we now need to find chairs in 5 days, and that this is all my responsibility.
in answer to flatmate 2's question, i'm in such a mood because of the diy and cleaning demands that are placed on me as 'landlord' of the flat, that she will request my company when all her other plans have failed, that i NEVER have other plans so have to either resentfully take her up on her offers or sulk needlessly, that i am subjected to a barrage of relationship advice from people i neither particularly like and certainly don't respect, that i cannot get an evening of calm and silence and enjoyment without something making my head spark an angry explosive firework and lastly (breathe) because i am better than this bullshit lifestory film that i endlessly put on repeat.
did i mention i'm on holiday? i should have just booked something up when i had the chance.
flatmate 1 returned tonight with boyfriend in tow and gave her one month's notice. she's moving her stuff out this saturday (sofas included) flatmate 2 returned an hour later, bitched about how unreasonable flatmate 1 is, made yet more demands, stomped through the tidying i have done all day, asked why i was in such a mood and fucked off to her bedroom.
i think i'd rather flatmate 1 had stayed.
having successfully squashed my hot fiery childhood temper to a point of constant complacency, i can't convince myself to be angry at either party for longer than thirty seconds. i'm just annoyed at the fact i'l have to find a new flatmate, that flatmate 2 is bugging the hell out me, that we now need to find chairs in 5 days, and that this is all my responsibility.
in answer to flatmate 2's question, i'm in such a mood because of the diy and cleaning demands that are placed on me as 'landlord' of the flat, that she will request my company when all her other plans have failed, that i NEVER have other plans so have to either resentfully take her up on her offers or sulk needlessly, that i am subjected to a barrage of relationship advice from people i neither particularly like and certainly don't respect, that i cannot get an evening of calm and silence and enjoyment without something making my head spark an angry explosive firework and lastly (breathe) because i am better than this bullshit lifestory film that i endlessly put on repeat.
did i mention i'm on holiday? i should have just booked something up when i had the chance.
My roomie is out in 6 glorious weeks and to this I have very mixed emotions. I am used to a wee bit of socialization from time to time.
I do have my own furniture and the no mess thing will be a positive. i am clean when on my own.
Where would you go on holiday? What would you rather be doing?