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i saw my ex this afternoon for the first time in two months...


I went into coles to buy easter eggs and he was there... buying a bunch of roses... frown

guess it didn't take him long to move on.


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but what makes me so fucking angry is that it still hurts me.


why am i so goddamn weak.

he hurt me enough when we...
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geekygoo:
It may take more time than you think. You will heal but it will happen at your own rate. Your heart is just bigger than the average person maybe.

I hope you have a very Happy Easter.
docrock:
It still hurts for me a year later, but... wish him well. smile
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Went to a pirate party last night... fuck it was cold outside!! I was supposed to dress up as a pirate wench but it was FREEZING so i stuck with jeans and a hoodie.

Got threatened with being pushed in the pool cos i wasn't in costume but it didn't happen, thank god. I think i probably would have got hypothermia if it did, lol......
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tenaciousb:
hope all goes well with your grandparents.....

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phate1301:
Yeah, ditto ^ ^ ^ hope everything is ok.

For some reason, your journal reminded me of a move I saw today (World's Fastest Indian)...it was so nice. Just a great feel-good movie about an ageing man who lives out his dream, and the relationship he has with a neighbour's boy. It was just so free of cynicism - I loved it.

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Hell, I've gone a long time here and there too. Sure will be fun when the right moment arises though... biggrin
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living_dead_girl:
I fucking love it!

Really, it's so beautiful, you have to do it.

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conjure:
earth, air, fire, water, life, death, tradition, pop culture, colour, black line, gender, magic - what the hell ISN'T to like! It's perfect!! Nice job, it's absolutely beautiful.

critisism: the blue colour in the stars clashes witht the purple, and the bottom flowers Could be a little bigger or closer to the middle or something. Also, the colours of the star in the middle are the make or break, perhaps a more vibrant or flambouyant choice?

It's everything I tryied to draw a few months ago... I love it love
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This is part of something i've been working on for a while... Is it fiction? Maybe. Or is it true? Perhaps...
All fiction has some truth in it.

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I love my piercings. And my tattoos. The only beautiful things on an otherwise mediocre body. Sometimes I wonder if I got them just to experience the few moments when the needle slides through your flesh,...
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relentless_hate:
damn these establishments and their anti-llama ways.. ARRR!!! ARRR!!! bok 2 pirates and a chicken almost compare..
geekygoo:
Mediocre body?? Not you girle!! smile
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Ok. I'm just gona shut up now. confused
damnation_game:
sorry didnt mean to be rude or anything , if ya want some thing do it for yourself screw what others think its you that has to live with what ever modification you get

so if it makes you feel good or you like it go for it
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Question: Should i get a second side lip piercing so that i have snakebites/venoms/whatever you want to call them?

Tell me your opinion....
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mannequinsa:
Your hair is very interesting

Do I sense a change ?

Look getting that is not a must you have a distinct look now and I agree amobia that you need not ask if you do really want are opinons you prob don't want it in the first place
livingdeadkirst:
mmm...it is a pretty standard thing now tho isn't it..? and ditto what amobia said.
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Seven things I want to do before I die:

1) Get a book published
2) Travel to a lot more places in the world
3) Act on stage again
4) Move out of Gympie
5) Learn to speak French and Italian
6) Shoot a set for SG
7) Work for a music magazine

Seven things I cannot do:

1) Change myself to make others like...
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andrewv:
dammit, let's run away somewhere.

Like Sydney or something
relentless_hate:
yes..yes i am..i cant deny.
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back from training... yay...
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howdy:
and off for your holidaze soon? At least you checked in long enough for a kiss
living_dead_girl:
Hey you should definitely go to Overcranked - the line-up's looking good!

I wish they were doing one down here in Sydney. frown
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oh, hangover.... whatever

it was a good night though.

Tomorrow morning i go up to hervey bay for work training, and don't get back til thursday nite. Then i'm on holidays for two weeks! Can't fucking wait.

Also: who's going to Overcranked in brissie?
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jogu:
looks (and sounds) like things are finally working out for you
hope it all goes according to plan wink smile
tenaciousb:
wink kiss

oh sweet liquor, what joy you bring........ wink
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well... today was better than yesterday. thankfully. don't know if i could have handled another day like yesterday.

to top everything off last night at 9pm i managed to impale my finger on this really sharp spike, on a weird plant we have. It has these long, thick stiff leaves with one-inch spikes at the end of them.

I was opening my car door and...
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kreatinkaos:
Ouch ... that sucks frown
leothedriver:
ahh dude! thats nasty! but i can't talk, i'm constantly hurting myself, i'd probobly do the exact same thing, i also get bitten quite a lot, i can boast about being one of very few people to be bitten by a zebra!! yeah!! full on crunch! and everything!
make sure it does'nt get infected or anything, plants are dirty. insects pee on them.... its true!!!