neisha

i've been stoned a lot in the past few days......... mmmmmmmmmmmmm.................

also it's raining now. And I'm listening to The Postal Service and working on my novel. Well actually I'm procrastinating because I'm on here... but in between I'm working on my novel. Really. I am.

Does anyone else get that thing where if something really really good happens to you for once you're really afraid of even talking about it in case you somehow damage it?

Afraid to breathe in case it breaks......

When you finally have something worth keeping and you can't enjoy it completely because you're constantly worrying about losing that something........

Yeah. That feeling.