neisha

I feel so out of place in my town sometimes. Like I just don't belong there, and like everyone else thinks the same thing and treats me accordingly.

And I may well be right, and it might not be all in my head.

The small country town i live in just seems to be getting smaller... like the walls are closing in on me. I should probably get out while i can, but my job is here and so is my family.

i just don't feel like i fit in at all. i'm sure everyone i know thinks i'm a bit weird, and not in a good way.

i am suspicious of anyone who seems attracted to me. i honestly have difficulty understanding why they would be interested in me as anything more than a friend.


and i'm not fishing for compliments. i'm just venting.